I just want to scream!!
I talked to Juan. Basically, Gabriel denied everything. I just wish that Gabriel would realize what he's doing to himself and to me as well. I know that his parents have been trying to fight this addiction for years. But, they have to take it to the extream and just drop him off in rehab. I just feel like balling up in a corner somewhere and screaming and crying at the same time. I just want him to wake up and realize he's going to kill himself with this one day and that the people around him will be affected by it because there are people that really do love him enough to say hey! it's time to stop the stupidness and get your life on the right path. I don't want to see someone that I truely love go and kill themself over something that's so stupid. I hate having to sit back and watch that. I hope he comes back and changes. I really wanna see him love me back. I don't want to throw away something that I love so much. I hate this life i'm in!!!