LIFE SUCKS.....
Life as I know it sucks right now. I just feel like cryin all the time. It's very depressing around here. I hate everything. I firstly quit my job cuz they were dickin' me out of money. Next, I dumped this guy that was a total loser and was making my life miserable. Then, the house catches fire and part of the kitchen was burned up. Now, I am tryin to get to know this guy and he's turning out to be everything I want but at the same time he's a complete ass sometimes. Like he's a smart ass which I like but when it's me its different. I like to try. . . . to be happy and goof around but he's a very serious person. I am becoming depressed cause every guy that I have dated has screwed me over. I am about ready to give up on the dating scene. I feel like i'm the one screwing up but I know it's not me. I know 100% that it's the guys mistake for being the way they are to me and all but it makes me feel like i'm a "bad girlfriend" so I think it's time to forget about making things happen with guys and just forget. Damn yo it sucks not having a true boyfriend. Jason is a really perfect guy and all but he's got a lot of emotional things he's dealing with because of the hit and run he was involved in. I hate that it happened to him and all that but it's about time to stop dwelling on it and have a happier life. I just sometimes feel like goin out and doin something stupid. Though i'm not i'm just depressed. damn yo. . . . . . .