So many thoughts...
Well, I have started goin with this guy Micheal. I think he's taken me everywhere there is to go in Miami. We have been fishing, to clubs, swimming, stayed at his house and the other day we went to South Beach and then to Mango's. But, I noticed when he got buzzed he started talkin to the girls behind us. I mean nothing bad just small talk. But, that kinda aggrevated me a little. I was buzzed too so I just was like whatever. But, now that i'm sober I am wondering if he would ever mess up with me and him. Sometimes he says he's goin to call me later or something and he never does. I don't get that. It makes me think that maybe he don't like me as much as he says he does. I don't understand it. And another thing that he does is always naggin on how I dress. I know that we both have an understanding that i'm white. Well, for going to the beach I didn't know that you needed like 3 changes of clothes.... I didn't get that. When you go to the beach you go to get wet and sandy!! But, I realized that we are now goin to Mango's. An not many others that were from his family brought a change of millions of clothes. Just him and his bro/ cousin/ whatever... and his girlfriend. I mean I really like this guy but I think there are a few things that I really don't either understand or like about him. Another thing that's poppin' is the sex. That's really good....papa gotta ass on him.. imma put my hands on him.... imma spend a couple grand on him.. I'mma pop a rubba band on him... sorry... ok now.... I know he's made of money and that's kinda weird for me too... I know most girls are like YAY MONEY!!! But, not me. I am really just like ok so he's got his shit together. But, he told me if I ever get too ghetto * being that if i'm too gangsta* he won't wanna be with me anymore. But, I am just myself and if someone don't like it then TOUGH!! I really like his family too. I seem to get a long with everyone pretty good. I don't know I think I just need a little advice... Can someone help me? If you wanna see us go to my myspace page and look at my pix.... tell me if we're cute or not too... but leave the comment here. I don't want him to get the wrong impression and think i'm like telling the whole world that i'm goin out with him! LOL