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my birthday's in 4 days.
i'm not the least bit excited.
clair's throwing me a party saturday at her house
if i didnt invite you i probably just forgot.
i'm sure there's going to be loads of drama since it's just been exceeding the limits lately.
but we're going to slip -n- slide and have water guns and balloons and shove cake in my face.
i have my birthday wish already and 99.9% sure it won't come true. oh welll..
i hate everyone.
i realized two things today.
1_schools over tommaro. .. it seems like just yesterday me and krissy were walking around lhs and saying i cant believe summer is overrrr.
2_i miss florida school lunches. we had like pizza from real pizza places like papa johns which would be like marks here. and umm we had fries for 75 cents and they were quality.
and the best thing.
there was florida tea.
i havnt been able to sleep lately until like 2am it sucks. then i wake up for school and just go back to sleep.
it's 12:16 now.
i think i better try to get to bed.
you told me you can't wait to see me
but you didn't bother to even show up
this whole situation is incredibly typical
I should have seen it all along
It's boys* like you that make me think I'm better off...
home on a Saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight
I won't be thinking about you.... baby
you called me on the phone
but you don't even wanna talk
you're staring at me from across the room
but you turn your back when I walk up
we got inches away
and I never even got close
<3 brand new.