Feb 21, 2006 12:40
As long as love keeps pouring out of it....
Lack of reason is blinding us all... It is binding us all.... Please don't pretend that I can't see through your backstabbing. Please don't pretend that I can't see through your lies. I know who you are. I know who all of you are. This doesnt apply to the few good individuals that read this journal of mine, but it applies to the lying, unfortunate majority.
I want you all to try and take me down. You never will. No matter how much I let your comments get to me... No matter how much you drive me to destroy myself... No matter how much I let you tear me down, I will rebuild myself back up from the ruins in which you have left me. This journal is now very much so friends only.
The reason of this, is for a number of reasons of pure treason over the friendship I thought I had truely formed with a number of you. If you are off of my buddy list. You know why. Don't pretend like you don't know why. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
I won't be fooled again so easily.
Thank you for clarifying the fact that you are all assholes. You won't be trusted by myself ever again. After this post I will be passive towards you, but just remember, that I would rather slit my own throat that tell you anything more about myself.
Call me over dramatic.. Call me what you will.... If you actually waste your time talking shit about me behind my back... Than you are more pathetic than I thought.