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Oct 20, 2006 21:37

This is going to sound horribly cliche, but most times it seems that no one understands me.
Ew. Yeah, it did.

I don't know. I am a pretty open person if I know that I can share things with people, but there's no one to share anything with anymore. Not the stuff that matters, anyway. Whatever that means. I don't even know. Most of the people in my life right now wouldn't really listen or care, and the people I know that would listen and care I barely see or have grown apart from. Wow, so many people I've grown apart from. Why even make friends? Just to lose them? I used to think that something was wrong with me, seeing how I seem to lose so many people. Hah. I know it's just the normal cycle of life, though, make friends, lose friends, whatever. I guess I just feel kind of alone. Literally and figuratively. And I miss a lot of people. And I miss the way things used to be. A lot of things. Maybe even almost everything.

I need someone to relate to, and someone who can relate to me.
I need someone to be there to support me. Someone who really cares. Someone who is really there.
But I don't really have that. And I haven't for quite some time. And I suppose have to live with it. At least for now.
...College, here I come...?
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