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I wanna explain how I feel right now, because I don't wanna vent to my school friends, they have their own problems and shit. Today, as usual, I felt my heart break some more. Nathan was holding Noel's hand. But.... I didn't react. I felt like crying but I can't. Maybe I just cried myself out last night? I dunno.... I feel crappy. I do... But I feel blank, too. I stared at my wall for a few hours in an attempt to get some sleep. Just sat there and stared. Its like I'm on off mode but my body keeps moving.
I don't know. But I promised my friend I'd smile big at school tomorrow. Smiling isn't too hard, I guess.
I don't know. But I promised my friend I'd smile big at school tomorrow. Smiling isn't too hard, I guess.