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I feel like doing something destructive to myself. I wanna cut, but I can't do that anymore, cuz I promised myself. I was thinking of just stealing the alcohol from the fridge or something. Anything. I just wanna make this pain go away. I feel so shitty. God, I just wanna hurt myself bad. I would have done stuff with friggin John Dempsey at the mall today just to hurt my head and make me stop feeling this.
But I wonder if hurting myself somehow would help at all?
But I wonder if hurting myself somehow would help at all?