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so time for a post. obviously..or there woudlnt be any letters here.
yesterday i took rust-o-leom (what my dad refers to rusty as) to the airport super early in the morning. i think we left the house at like 4 am. the drive to philly was so fun. we laughed. our goodbye on teh curb was short and sweet. still no tears. it was good. rusty was flying to cali to write and record some new music. this was so needed. rustys been itching to play for so long now. hes out there for 8 days. so not long for me to be alone and bored too long.
church was awesome. i had some people in church speek some prophetic word over me. all wonderful exciting new things to come. the lord is just doing so much in our church. we are all super excited. i just wish rusty could have been there. ahh it was wierd singing to jesus without him there on myright singing his heart out to our father.
after church teh burkholders invited me to eat some asian foods. i was so hungry. i dont think that i have eaten that much asian food before. i love the jello that they have at those places. it tastes way better than anywhere else.
i fell asleep early. watching the oscars. rusty woke me up and i was so tired. the conversation was only like 2 minutes long. i wish i would have been able to talk to him longer. but today i know i will.
i know rusty isnt gone for a long time. but even when hes away for a day im sad and miss him. its just what happens. today it hit me that hes gone. i was talking to lear on line. i was telling her how hard it was for me to sleep without rusty here. i told her how i missed how he takes care of me. like the small things that he does..like turns out the light when i fall asleep and how he takes my glasses off me if i fall asleep with them on. i miss having my best friend here and i feel so blessed to have such a wonderful fiance. absense truely does make the heart grow fonder. my love for him is constantly growing. i love the lord so much for giving me him.
but now for some new fun pics:
tough
gilbert grape
mary j bleige tough
^AND THE BEST PIC OF THEM ALL! MY LOVER!^
how cute is he? aww i love him so much
peace out