I can't help but wonder...
Maybe it’s just me, but all of a sudden out of nowhere I get the feeling that no matter what I do…it never seems to be enough. For some reason, I can never come out on top, because there is somebody else always beating me to it. Why is it that my efforts are never enough? Why does it seem that, no matter how hard I try…I am just not good enough? It seems like no matter what I do...I always end up second best.
It seems to be that I am never smart enough, never pretty enough; never this and never that…I never seem to be what others are looking for. And while yes, I am able to readily accept that there are always going to be people who are better than me…why does it feel like every time I am being beaten out by the girl who is more charismatic, the girl who is prettier, the girl who is smarter, or just the girl who is everything that I am not? I can’t help but wonder: are there some girls put in the world just to make you feel bad about yourself?
It seems to be that I am never smart enough, never pretty enough; never this and never that…I never seem to be what others are looking for. And while yes, I am able to readily accept that there are always going to be people who are better than me…why does it feel like every time I am being beaten out by the girl who is more charismatic, the girl who is prettier, the girl who is smarter, or just the girl who is everything that I am not? I can’t help but wonder: are there some girls put in the world just to make you feel bad about yourself?