*sigh*
ive been so tired lately. i was going to go out a few times this week and hang out with one of my friends, but we both have either been way too tired or one of us had fallen asleep. i worked all day sunday and i have to finish my job tomorrow after school. my body still hurts from the last time i worked, but i assume that means its good for my body. i really just wish i knew why i was so tired all the time. maybe im realizing there really isnt anything to do. no use wasting gas driving around TRYING to find something to do when i can just sit at home and stare off into space. it doesnt really bother me, i just wish i had motivation to get off of my ass and do something.
the pre-fest concert is thursday. im really not looking foward to it. we're playing the capriol, which is what we've been playing for the past 2 concerts now. i think the audience is going to get bored listening to it, because i know i am. i asked patrice if she could tutor me over the summer, but she told me she had to look at her schedule. i really want someone to tutor me, and shes one of the best violinist ive ran into. ive decided i need to hurry up and get good at something because college is coming and i better get into shape about admissions.
sarah and i are planning on going to umkc to tour the campus and perhaps we might go to ku. shes really gotten me to want to go to umkc. i never really thought about it, but it is closer to home, its downtown, and its pretty cheap. it will also be good for me because i dont know anyone there besides graham and gabe ( i think they go there), but i seriously doubt i would run into either one of them, and even if i did, no biggie. i am really just looking foward to touring the music department and the art department. im realizing that i love music a lot more that i knew i did. its getting pretty awesome. i need something to challange me though. i dont have really good music; i have no solos. thats why i want tutoring. i want to learn how to be a solo violinist. maybe i could try out for KMEA again. i just need courage.
anyway, i better study for my economics test. for the last weeks of school, i think i might actually try.
the pre-fest concert is thursday. im really not looking foward to it. we're playing the capriol, which is what we've been playing for the past 2 concerts now. i think the audience is going to get bored listening to it, because i know i am. i asked patrice if she could tutor me over the summer, but she told me she had to look at her schedule. i really want someone to tutor me, and shes one of the best violinist ive ran into. ive decided i need to hurry up and get good at something because college is coming and i better get into shape about admissions.
sarah and i are planning on going to umkc to tour the campus and perhaps we might go to ku. shes really gotten me to want to go to umkc. i never really thought about it, but it is closer to home, its downtown, and its pretty cheap. it will also be good for me because i dont know anyone there besides graham and gabe ( i think they go there), but i seriously doubt i would run into either one of them, and even if i did, no biggie. i am really just looking foward to touring the music department and the art department. im realizing that i love music a lot more that i knew i did. its getting pretty awesome. i need something to challange me though. i dont have really good music; i have no solos. thats why i want tutoring. i want to learn how to be a solo violinist. maybe i could try out for KMEA again. i just need courage.
anyway, i better study for my economics test. for the last weeks of school, i think i might actually try.