to whom it concerns...

Nov 01, 2003 23:48

to whom it concerns, im a bitch.
to whom it concerns, i am clingy.
to whom it concerns, i dont really fucking care because people are talking shit behind my back when im trying to straighten shit out. thanks alot, to my friends. i cant talk to you about it, because you hide your shit, and i cant be around you because i keep on getting the thought of you calling me a bitch and telling people how horrible of a person i am. maybe im blowing it all out of proportion, but to whom it concerns, you shouldnt even be saying shit and neither should i. i apologize for being a bitch, i apologize for hurting your feelings with my thoughts in my online journal, i apologize for liking the first guy that hasnt fucked with my head so far, and i finally apologize for being born. fuck it all. go ahead. read this, then go talk to everyone about it and start rumors about it becuase we're in highschool and thats what happens. you know what, i cant wait until im out of that hell hole so that i dont have to be involved in this bullshit anymore. it started with a simple crush and it ruined so many friendships and its not worth it. its not worth fighting over. i said that my last entry would be the last, but i also had more to say. im sorry im sorry im soo incredibly sorry that im a huge bitch, but how come it took you so long to realize this, just when something small goes wrong i start turning into a total bitch. im pmsing, yeah so i might say some shit but dude, im not even serious. i get pissy and say shit you know but its coming straight out of my ass and it doesnt mean anything. im over it. i dont care. the only thing i care about is losing my friendships. i just want to have a good time, and if that involves excluding me and calling me a huge gigantic bitch then go ahead. ill find someone who wont say that shit behind my back...
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