i dun-NO
so yeah that guy that i was talking about, im really confused as to whats going on right now. i want a relationship, but not really, but when jamie told me that he doesnt want anything serious, and then i have thoughts that he might be seeing other girls, my feelings get hurt. the night after that one night, i didnt really feel anything for him because i barely knew him. i didnt think anything was going to happen out of it, but then he made the effort to really get to know me and i got to know him, it got kind of personal. when things get personal, they get emotional. i dont want this to end up with me being all sad about another guy thats left me for another girl, becasue that sucks. thats why i would much rather lay down something and say "look, im fine with being friends and thats it, but if theres something more, we have to stay exclusive." its too awkward to be dating a guy, but seeing other people at the same time. its too much trouble. if he is really interested in me, then i need to know how interested in me he is so i can figure this out. i want to know how much feeling i should put into this without fearing that im going to get hurt in some way. it wuold help if he answered his phone tonight, but hes probably busy with homework or spending time with another girl. i dunno. i dont get it. whatever.