Why am I so awful?

[miafria]

I'm really dizzy. I can't sleep. One minute I'm freezing, the next it's way too hot. I'm anxious. I feel like a blob. I want to cry. Won't somebody just answer me? I hate me. I'm so gross. I hate being depressed, but just snapping out of it doesn't work. Seriously, I think I may need to spend some time in a psychiatric hospital. That way, I won't be constantly tempted to do bad things. I won't stuff my face with food to stop myself from doing bad things either. And I won't crap up the internet with my whiny rants.

I need new meds.