Weird and depressing dream
Last night I had a dream that we had a second memorial for my little sister. In the dream, it was eight months after her death, even though right now it's six. It was so weird. Everything kept going wrong. People got up to speak and messed up and cursed. I passed out a tin of cookies that had my Venus razor replacement cartridges in it. Like, there were razors in the cookie tin. I kept trying to take them out, but everytime I thought they were gone, there seemed to be a few more that showed up. Eventually, I just passed them to a cop, who wnted cookies, and would be safe enough to miss the razors (in the dream it made sense), but I told him not to pass them on any further because of the razors. Also the service was in some sort of Christian church- we're Jewish. Somehow that made it okay for people to curse in church. The leader, I think we called him a priest said it was fine. Halfway through the service, he turned into a woman.
Later, I was at some private alter in another room, and Daniela was there with me. She was only in underwear. She was both dead and alive for a little bit. Then she started a fit of coughing, wretching and sneezing. Those were terrible in real life- but only lasted a couple minutes. In the dream, it just wouldn't stop. Suddenly, my mom's voice could be heard calling my name almost from above, in the same way that the voice of God is often portrayed in movies and television. She seemed upset with me for letting Daniela get sick. As that was happening, Daniela, who was still wretching and everything, started to blur, and disappear. Also, she started to float a little, I think. Then I woke up very sad.
PS sorry if this was incoherent. I just woke up and I am not a morning person.
Later, I was at some private alter in another room, and Daniela was there with me. She was only in underwear. She was both dead and alive for a little bit. Then she started a fit of coughing, wretching and sneezing. Those were terrible in real life- but only lasted a couple minutes. In the dream, it just wouldn't stop. Suddenly, my mom's voice could be heard calling my name almost from above, in the same way that the voice of God is often portrayed in movies and television. She seemed upset with me for letting Daniela get sick. As that was happening, Daniela, who was still wretching and everything, started to blur, and disappear. Also, she started to float a little, I think. Then I woke up very sad.
PS sorry if this was incoherent. I just woke up and I am not a morning person.