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update on things:
christmas presents are for the most part complete, but hey i work best under pressure so there are a couple things to finish up tomorrow.
willingly got myself into a very touchy subject relating to family, i really do agree that you have to be the change you want to see in the world. still, today has definately given me a bite from hell because of it, and i know i may be burning up a close bridge, but if it is regarding my nephews...hand me the torch.
other then that, family has been great, and now i need to really get a hold of some friends. it is so weird that i have to go back in two weeks, and i am feeling something i doubt i've felt before...and i think it may be just the feeling of being lost...
i mean, being home is just so great and relaxing and carefree. i don't have to worry about other people's lives effecting mine in any way, and i know that i am just tons more at ease here than at school..
but on the other side, i live at wiu 9 1/2 months out of the year, so it does feel like home to me. and i do have good friends there, and kyle is there...and studying what i love is there...
so that's where i'm at as of now. though i'm sure nobody feels like they need to 'chose' a place to like better, i for some reason feel torn between where i'd rather be.
i can tell you though, right now i am home and wanting/needing/deserving to be here, and am making the most of it. and i guess for now, that will have to suffice.
christmas presents are for the most part complete, but hey i work best under pressure so there are a couple things to finish up tomorrow.
willingly got myself into a very touchy subject relating to family, i really do agree that you have to be the change you want to see in the world. still, today has definately given me a bite from hell because of it, and i know i may be burning up a close bridge, but if it is regarding my nephews...hand me the torch.
other then that, family has been great, and now i need to really get a hold of some friends. it is so weird that i have to go back in two weeks, and i am feeling something i doubt i've felt before...and i think it may be just the feeling of being lost...
i mean, being home is just so great and relaxing and carefree. i don't have to worry about other people's lives effecting mine in any way, and i know that i am just tons more at ease here than at school..
but on the other side, i live at wiu 9 1/2 months out of the year, so it does feel like home to me. and i do have good friends there, and kyle is there...and studying what i love is there...
so that's where i'm at as of now. though i'm sure nobody feels like they need to 'chose' a place to like better, i for some reason feel torn between where i'd rather be.
i can tell you though, right now i am home and wanting/needing/deserving to be here, and am making the most of it. and i guess for now, that will have to suffice.