Apr 09, 2008 22:42
d had some good things today - a phone interview that went well, and a new contact with excellent potential. after some of the talks we had last night (about how things are going, and how we feel about it [not good]), we needed these today.
friend l stopped by for wine and dinner. i love that my friend feels comfortable calling from 5 minutes out and dropping by, and that i could offer her nothing and we'd be happy just to see each other (i have maybe one other local friend like this, and i treasure them both). nevertheless, i opened a bottle of chianti and made dinner for her (and d). she and d had been stuck, separately, on the 5 for 2 hours 15 and 2 hours 45, respectively. to go 30 miles. ouch!
too much pressure today. the phrase "a black hole of need" occurred to me today, and i think i'll start using it more. : / significant meeting tomorrow. i don't know how i will manage the next few months. i don't know what reserves i have left to draw from.
d job search,
life,
friends,
work,
d