Dear Journal,
I haven't been updating enough I know it too well. Just to quickly recap recent events, last term was a mixture of many things.
Good points include the organisation of next year's accomodation. After many sleepless nights, things got sorted, quicker and easier I had ever imagined. My housemates will be Katy, Lish and Kelly..who is a friend of theirs. We have met a few times now-esp last term on nights out like Top B and Skool Dayz. They are all a great bunch of girls and I am really looking forward to next year. Will make a change to this year, but to be fair its not been as bad as I thought either.
Brian and I are on a high at the mo. I can't get enough of him...Love conquers all! Last term we had the odd hick-up (damn you Sandy) but it won't ever replace the amazing time we have together. Being alone, away from him in the holidays often makes me realise this more, and as I put in my written journal, we got to meet up twice! It felt so great to spend time away from Cov, away from uni and alone together in London. We had a great time.
So the Easter holidays flew by...kind of and I finished my admin job, said my goodbyes etc. By the way, please ignore some of that waffle I submitted in my previous entry about Aaron. I think I was either really bored or looking for something interesting to type about. My whole perspective on that changed as I spent more time working and got over it. I think Maya has forgotten about him too! Funilly enough on the following monday, after my last friday at 'Mitie' I ran into Aaron in Ealing just as I was going to collect my pay-cheque from Office Angels. He hadn't been into work since the last wednesday. He told me his dad's illness had gotten worse and his mum was having problems coping so he needed to be home. Not good eh'? Whats more, he quit his job! So we kind of both left that place at the same time. He had already been talking about getting tired of it and I think he might pursue Uni instead! I reckon its because James and I were always talking about how awesome it is to live in halls.
Otherwise...in relation to jobs, I got a job with 'Fatface' clothing, in their new branch at Heathrow Terminal 1. Check it out!
http://www.fatface.com/fatfacesite/pages/home/default.asp?cookie%5Ftest=1I love the clothes and accessories at this place and now I will get to have it all for 75% off! Staff Discounts kick ass. Anyways, I am due to start at the end of June as far as I know and finish in September. I can come back in Christmas too if I wanted to. My manager Sharon is lovely and knows all about Warwick students because she used to live in Leamington Spa.
What else happenned during the hols..um oh! It was my sister's 18th birthday. We went out in London to 'The Gardening Bar' in Covent Garden followed by some partying hard at 'The End' just off Tottenham Ct Road. But thats all in my written journal. It was a great evening and i have no idea how I managed to get up at 7am the next day for my Fatface interview...after having gone to bed at 4am! Must've looked a state.
Its now term 3, year 2. Gosh I think I might just be sick because I could've sworn I typed 'Its term 1, year 2' like...only yesterday in a previous entry. I don't think I can handle time going by so quick. On Tuesday-19/04/05, Brian and I marked our 15 month anniversary! A whole 15 MONTHS!! Geeez, I never thought that would ever happen, but the closer we get, the more excited I am. I love him sooo much and I hope things will continue to be as awesome as it feels now. Its seems like something I never thought could happen to me, but it has happened and its everything I want it to be. Not more and not less.
Inevitably, when things get more serious...you gotta get the bigger picture which includes having to meet the parents. I AM SHITING MYSELF AS I TYPE THIS. Next weekend, Brian's parents are coming over from Saudi and we are planning to meet and so forth. I shouldn't be so nervous. I think its because I have never had to do this before, and well both of our mum's were really condecending about certain issues. Im pretty sure my mum still will still be disagreeable. But i am working on it.
I hope they like me, I hope they don't think I am a dumb film student, I hope they feel Im good enough for their son. Imagine if they hate me! I dunno...i could be everything they don't want in a girlfriend for their son. I don't even have a fixed career/life plan! Who knows what they might ask me. Actually, I think I might be more concerned with how I might come across as. I just have to go with the flow, be polite, amicable, hopefully interesting and somewhat confident about myself too. We'll see what happens, it might be really great. Nope..infact it will be great, especially if we go to Nandos! ....(eeek)
Anyways, as much as I would like to babble on and on about my life and my hunk of a boyfriend, an essay on the fucking french new wave awaits me. I HAVE to do half at least or tomorrow will suck sitting all day in front of the computer and it might end up being a crappier essay than It already will be. By the way, I got a respectable 2-1 for my long Poetry and Society essay. Im fairly pleased, but I wish I could get another 1st. Haven't had any of them for aaaages.
Gotta work,
-Mia Out-
ps)New Incubus DVD hopefully tonight...if Rose gives me a call.