Fandom: Twilight
Series/Verse: Bound
Title: Pain
Character/Pairings: Edward/Jacob
Summary: Edward's been gone for sometime and its been hell for him.
Rating: PG-13
Warnings/Notes: slash, read a/n at the end
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight and so forth. Beware of sight OOC.
Beta: special thanks to
starry_nights88 , who's amazing and helped so much in this chapter.
Shout out to:
harpsi_fizz for giving me certain bunnies for this chapter and rickiebeaumont for keeping the idea fresh on my mind.
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“Just leave; let me go leave and don’t come back. Please I’m begging you!”
Edward looked into Jacob’s tear filled eyes. He could see the pain and confusion in those beautiful chocolate brown eyes. He suddenly felt the urge to reassure the younger teen that everything was going to be okay; to wipe away those unshed tears. He couldn’t bear to see the conflicting emotions in Jacob’s eyes. He wanted to protect him from any harm. His eyes moved from Jacob’s eyes to his lips and then back to his eyes. Before he knew it, he brought down his lips onto Jacob’s and kissed the wolf. Something stirred deep down in his tainted soul; something that hadn’t in such a long time. As his cold, icy lips moved from Jacob’s lips to his neck; all logical thoughts left Edward as he immersed himself in the warmth of the teen’s body and the moans that came from his lips For the first time in years, he felt, not just human, but alive.
The topaz eyed vampire gazed out at the moonlight; watching the lives of those around him pass him by. He couldn’t bear to hear their thoughts and the pain it would bring him; reminding him of the one he left broken and alone three months ago. Running a hand through his disheveled hair, he could still feel the warmth of Jacob’s lips on his; how the native withered under his touch that night.
Lately he found himself wondering late at night, whether he did the right thing by running away. He wanted to believe that he was; but these past few weeks have been hell for him. He missed his family; Edward whimpered in pain, just thinking about being so far away from the young werewolf was unbearable. He missed him dearly; he missed the smile that seemed to brighten up the room; that smile that lately had sent shivers through his body. The vampire longed to feel the warmth of the teen’s body again.
He couldn’t get him out of his head; everywhere he turned he saw his face; the tears that he shed that night. Jacob’s scent still lingered with him; never fading even with the many weeks that had gone by. Edward remember feeling satisfied with simply laying in the bed and watching him sleep; closing his eyes, he could still see the innocence that radiated off Jacob as he slept.
Edward ran a hand over his face. What could all this mean? He was never quite content when Bella slept in his arms; it was nice but he always yearned for more. Then that one night with Jacob was indescribable; he had felt complete and at peace with himself. Did this mean that he didn’t love Bella the way he thought he did; that their relationship was nothing. No, he refused to believe it, but then why did he feel this endless abyss in him when he thought of Jacob. What has changed? How could Jacob Black suddenly become my everything, why does he keep haunting me? He knew he should return but he couldn’t; he was afraid that if he did, he’d give into his need for Jacob, and forget about Bella.
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