Fucking fuck!
I am just so frustrated right now. I am trying to be the better person and not say stupid snarky things, because like Geoff pointed out it doesn't make anything better and just makes things worse in the long run, but damn it all!!!
I just want to fucking SLAP Sean's girlfriend. What a stupid fucking cow's shriveled up CUNT she is. I mean how fucking stupid do you have to be to in ONE single blog write about how happy you are that your boyfriend is moving up there AND about how much you miss your dad being a part of your and your child's life???? UM HELLO?!? Stupid much? Do you not realize you are taking your happiness at the price of my children's? Do you not know that you are taking a father that (while he is not the best) is ACTIVE in his children's life and making it so that he is no longer a part of thier life? UM, a visit once every other month is NOT enough. He will NOT be a significant part of thier life and they will totally grow apart from him and resent him? How would I know??? Welll, not only did I live thru it with them the first fucking time he walked out of thier life, MY OWN FATHER was not a significant part of my life after having been active in it.
What a fucking selfish clueless BINT she is. I would never do that to someone's kids. You would think being a single mom she would understand what she is doing, but it appears that her own personal happiness is far more important to her than anything else.
Sorry for dumping on all of you....I am really trying not to use my journal to vent anymore, but Geoff is still sleeping (and he is my common sense more often than not ;) ) and Stella is at work (I tried calling on the off chance she was on lunch, no dice). And I just wanted to CRY right now....in fact I am crying, because I have seen the emotional damage that was done to my children before. Does anyone remember how Isaac had to wear a mask and latex gloves at all times for the first 6 months we were out here? Or how Michael was so angry he would tear apart his room in fits of rage (especially after the ONLY time Sean came to visit)? The thing is this time I will have three children affected by this....Kai was too young to be effected before.
I am sure it is going to look great to my kids....Daddy would rather move away and raise someone else's child than spend time with you. Yeah, I won't say that to them, but they will see. My kids are entirely too smart to not see.
I just want to fucking SLAP Sean's girlfriend. What a stupid fucking cow's shriveled up CUNT she is. I mean how fucking stupid do you have to be to in ONE single blog write about how happy you are that your boyfriend is moving up there AND about how much you miss your dad being a part of your and your child's life???? UM HELLO?!? Stupid much? Do you not realize you are taking your happiness at the price of my children's? Do you not know that you are taking a father that (while he is not the best) is ACTIVE in his children's life and making it so that he is no longer a part of thier life? UM, a visit once every other month is NOT enough. He will NOT be a significant part of thier life and they will totally grow apart from him and resent him? How would I know??? Welll, not only did I live thru it with them the first fucking time he walked out of thier life, MY OWN FATHER was not a significant part of my life after having been active in it.
What a fucking selfish clueless BINT she is. I would never do that to someone's kids. You would think being a single mom she would understand what she is doing, but it appears that her own personal happiness is far more important to her than anything else.
Sorry for dumping on all of you....I am really trying not to use my journal to vent anymore, but Geoff is still sleeping (and he is my common sense more often than not ;) ) and Stella is at work (I tried calling on the off chance she was on lunch, no dice). And I just wanted to CRY right now....in fact I am crying, because I have seen the emotional damage that was done to my children before. Does anyone remember how Isaac had to wear a mask and latex gloves at all times for the first 6 months we were out here? Or how Michael was so angry he would tear apart his room in fits of rage (especially after the ONLY time Sean came to visit)? The thing is this time I will have three children affected by this....Kai was too young to be effected before.
I am sure it is going to look great to my kids....Daddy would rather move away and raise someone else's child than spend time with you. Yeah, I won't say that to them, but they will see. My kids are entirely too smart to not see.