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life is getting weird. yesterday with the guy who said something about me never eating. and then today the two awesomely awesome guys from my unit that i see every week stopped by to say hi. and i stood up and one was like. HAVE YOU LOST WEIGHT! YOU LOOK LIKE YOUVE LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT! he sounded like, shocked... i dont know. but i was like. umm... how can you tell, im in DCUs... which are giganticlly huge on me anyways. i was like... umm... i dont know, i havent weighed myself. i swear im getting bigger though. like my wrists now are fat. its bothering me.
i felt drunk today. that was weird. i had cereal for breakfast, that i couldnt finish... id say 200 cals. cause it was a total of 230 and i didnt eat it all. then i was sitting at work, and i wasnt hungry, im still not. i have absolutly no appetite any more. but i got soooo dizzy. like i have been all day. so i forced myself to eat something. and the only thing (literally) that i could access was a cookie. my favorite cookie. and i ate it... in disgust. it wasnt even good. ok, it was. but i didnt like it. that makes me sad. so that is... 100 cals proably... 300 for the day... plus pushups and sit ups, and 1 mile sprints this morning.
my cheeks are really sinking in though. and my chest hurts.... so bad. like, my back. where my lungs are... really bad.
i felt drunk today. that was weird. i had cereal for breakfast, that i couldnt finish... id say 200 cals. cause it was a total of 230 and i didnt eat it all. then i was sitting at work, and i wasnt hungry, im still not. i have absolutly no appetite any more. but i got soooo dizzy. like i have been all day. so i forced myself to eat something. and the only thing (literally) that i could access was a cookie. my favorite cookie. and i ate it... in disgust. it wasnt even good. ok, it was. but i didnt like it. that makes me sad. so that is... 100 cals proably... 300 for the day... plus pushups and sit ups, and 1 mile sprints this morning.
my cheeks are really sinking in though. and my chest hurts.... so bad. like, my back. where my lungs are... really bad.