I can't take much more of this . . .
Friday and Saturday went okay food wise that is, I was actually able to eat "real" food instead of just the liquid Boost/Ensure diet I was on before. Today is a different story, I am at work and I packed my lunch and dinner (work 7am till 7:30 pm) and I am sitting here during my lunch break wishing I had brought a Boost Plus with me instead of the Frozen Meal I brought for lunch or my Turkey Sandwhich for dinner. I can't get myself to eat either or right now . . . I feel soo numb. I just want to go home and crawl up underneath my blanket with my kitty. I hope the next 7 and a half hours fly by.