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Scorpio (23 Oct - 21 Nov)
You have been standing at the edge of a dream, but unable to make it real. Now it's up to you whether it manifests positively or negatively, for your own fantasies will become tomorrow's reality. Make time to create a space where you can quietly visualize your highest hopes. Use music, candles, or incense as you guide yourself through a meditation to explore your imagination.
my horoscope today is completely true. i've been wanting to quit panera for so long. i finally put in my two weeks today. it was really hard too. i mean, i didn't expect myself to cry? it was really sad. i'm really sorry. i just can't handle it anymore. too much stress and always disappointing my managers for showing up late. i mean, i showed up an hour and a half late today but it was completely out of my will. i wasn't the driver, i coudln't help it. the only reason i've stayed so long is because the people i work w/ are really awesome. they make working at panera fun. :(. it sucks. i need to find a job, really fast. a job that is nice and relaxed.. and pays well.
anywho.
i got to see glasscandy and the chromatics play last night at the milestone in charlotte. it was really fun. i haven't danced so much since the faint show, i think i danced more at last night's show. i accidently met the guitarist from the chromatics and glasscandy, johnny. i was just complimenting on his hair and in my head i was thinking if he was in a band so i asked him and he said he was and so i guessed "are you in glasscandy??" and he said "yeah!" so that was cool. he's really outgoing and cute. and i got to meet ida, the lead singer of glasscandy. she was nice too, but she seemd kinda spacey like she was trippin on acid or something. i dont care, she's the hottest girl fronted singer EVER. but yeah, i also got to get her autograph (yeah, i'm a nerd. so what?) and blah blah blah. i got to see most of my charlotte friends there. that was really nice. we were all up front of the stage. grinding, sweaty bodies dancing all over the place. i met this one girl named leslie. she's probably the best dancer i've ever met. she's really pretty too. nathan was really nice to let my friends and i crash at his place. i met ashley star for the first time and i'm going to get coffee w/ her tomorrow. she leaves to new york (for a year) on thursday. so tomorrow might be the very last time i see her until...next year? it's really sad, but at the same time she's going to hvae a lot of fun! i'm kind of jealous actually.. i wish i had the money to do that..
oh yeah, before the show, my friends (christina and gabbi) and i went out to eat at the Dish with Cory. I haven't seen cory since february? it was alright i guess.. she only talked about what had happened today, didn't really tell me anything new though. i know she's dating this guy named Cody so i asked her if she had met anybody new. she said "noo..?? well, i met some people from rock hill that i like." whatev.. i guess it's nice of her for not telling me she's dating somebody now.
i'm really broke. i have 20 dollars in my bank account. i get paid tomorrow... i can't wait to deposit it in my checking's account. i guess i have to put all of it in there.. i'm probably not going to buy cigarettes in a long while.. not until i have at least 500 dollars in my checking and savings account. that's a long time. might as well quit smoking, right? unless my friends buy me free packs. that won't happen.
i really need to find a new job though.. if you know of a good art shop that is hiring or something like that, let me know.
my fall break starts october 5-12th. i think i just might go back to charlotte. :)
i need new kicks and a new sweatshirt.
my life kinda sucks right now. ti sucks because i don't think i've ever been this stressed out about everything. money, school, job, most of the shitty "friends' that live in raleigh.
seriously, when i went to charlotte last night, my charlotte friends are so much different than the raleigh people. i always have the most fun whenever i'm down there. i wish there were people like that in raleigh. they help you out, they know how to have fun, etc. blah blah.
i hate raleigh.
You have been standing at the edge of a dream, but unable to make it real. Now it's up to you whether it manifests positively or negatively, for your own fantasies will become tomorrow's reality. Make time to create a space where you can quietly visualize your highest hopes. Use music, candles, or incense as you guide yourself through a meditation to explore your imagination.
my horoscope today is completely true. i've been wanting to quit panera for so long. i finally put in my two weeks today. it was really hard too. i mean, i didn't expect myself to cry? it was really sad. i'm really sorry. i just can't handle it anymore. too much stress and always disappointing my managers for showing up late. i mean, i showed up an hour and a half late today but it was completely out of my will. i wasn't the driver, i coudln't help it. the only reason i've stayed so long is because the people i work w/ are really awesome. they make working at panera fun. :(. it sucks. i need to find a job, really fast. a job that is nice and relaxed.. and pays well.
anywho.
i got to see glasscandy and the chromatics play last night at the milestone in charlotte. it was really fun. i haven't danced so much since the faint show, i think i danced more at last night's show. i accidently met the guitarist from the chromatics and glasscandy, johnny. i was just complimenting on his hair and in my head i was thinking if he was in a band so i asked him and he said he was and so i guessed "are you in glasscandy??" and he said "yeah!" so that was cool. he's really outgoing and cute. and i got to meet ida, the lead singer of glasscandy. she was nice too, but she seemd kinda spacey like she was trippin on acid or something. i dont care, she's the hottest girl fronted singer EVER. but yeah, i also got to get her autograph (yeah, i'm a nerd. so what?) and blah blah blah. i got to see most of my charlotte friends there. that was really nice. we were all up front of the stage. grinding, sweaty bodies dancing all over the place. i met this one girl named leslie. she's probably the best dancer i've ever met. she's really pretty too. nathan was really nice to let my friends and i crash at his place. i met ashley star for the first time and i'm going to get coffee w/ her tomorrow. she leaves to new york (for a year) on thursday. so tomorrow might be the very last time i see her until...next year? it's really sad, but at the same time she's going to hvae a lot of fun! i'm kind of jealous actually.. i wish i had the money to do that..
oh yeah, before the show, my friends (christina and gabbi) and i went out to eat at the Dish with Cory. I haven't seen cory since february? it was alright i guess.. she only talked about what had happened today, didn't really tell me anything new though. i know she's dating this guy named Cody so i asked her if she had met anybody new. she said "noo..?? well, i met some people from rock hill that i like." whatev.. i guess it's nice of her for not telling me she's dating somebody now.
i'm really broke. i have 20 dollars in my bank account. i get paid tomorrow... i can't wait to deposit it in my checking's account. i guess i have to put all of it in there.. i'm probably not going to buy cigarettes in a long while.. not until i have at least 500 dollars in my checking and savings account. that's a long time. might as well quit smoking, right? unless my friends buy me free packs. that won't happen.
i really need to find a new job though.. if you know of a good art shop that is hiring or something like that, let me know.
my fall break starts october 5-12th. i think i just might go back to charlotte. :)
i need new kicks and a new sweatshirt.
my life kinda sucks right now. ti sucks because i don't think i've ever been this stressed out about everything. money, school, job, most of the shitty "friends' that live in raleigh.
seriously, when i went to charlotte last night, my charlotte friends are so much different than the raleigh people. i always have the most fun whenever i'm down there. i wish there were people like that in raleigh. they help you out, they know how to have fun, etc. blah blah.
i hate raleigh.