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the clouds that are rolling closer, cascading across the sky, are deepening with a darker color and growling as if they have come back to finish what they had once started. spurts of color as black as a night sky so black that when i look close enough i can see shimmering stars. these monsters that are approaching closer are showing me more signs of what they are about to do. even though they could do something completly different this time, they follow suit and let out a hurl of water onto the land below in the form of tiny little droplets. all the tiny droplets hit the ground and let out a burst of a fresh scent that can be compared to nothing else. when they decided to leave, the sun lets us know she is still there and slowly comes back from behind the clouds. and everything is back to how it was.
yeah so last night me and cassy talked on the phone for another 3 hours. i normally dont talk on the phone for that long but its fun to talk to her. hold on im gunna grab something eat........okay i decided to get some chesenips and a glass of apple juice. wow my diet(what ive been eating) has consisted of mostly carbs: ramen noodles, crackers(of any type), potatoes(fries, mashed) and anything else that isnt meat and not a vegtable or fruit. i would wilingly eat veggies and fruit all day but we have none in the house. im glad i dont eat meat. i think i am going to become a member of peta. i really want to become a vegan but its like my mother buys only some fruit (like a thing of grapes and some oranges and a bunch of bananas) and mostly canned veggies so if i were to only eat veggies and fruit i would most likey starve. so its like i have to eat something. i know thats a lame excuse but what ever. my mom came out of nowhere yesterday and said she is gunna buy some veggie food like soy burgers to see if i like it and then she is gunna keep on buying them if i like it. has anyone ever tried them? are they good? today i got woke up from my mother telling me it was almost 2 and asking me if i wanted to go to junnies house (my sisters). i just got off the phone with rachel and i guess when she off of work she is coming over here, we are going to walmart to buy some black hair dye and then we are going to dye our hair. i need to bleach mine again then im gunna dye it pink and then put some black streaks in it. i think it will look awesome. i just hope the pink dosnt fade like hardcore. if it does im just going to bleach it all out and keep it bleached. i love it the color it is right now. i really dont want to dye it but i dont want the dye to go to waste. i hope everything works out and i get to go to see mcr on the 25th. i need to see them. my mom just called and bitched me out for useing the cordless phone. What the EFF. who calls to bitch someone out for using a effing phone. oh well shes been such a bitch latley. sometimes i wish she still smoked cause she never used to be this tense. and she wouldnt care about me going to concerts. i was thinking since we havnt gone down state as a family this summer yet then like around the time or the mcr concert we could go down there and get me some school clothes and she could let me hang out with cassy for the day and we could go to the concert. thats sounds like a good idea to me but she will find something wrong with it. i hope that plan works that would be increible!!!!!!! ill talk to her about it soon i hope. im just scared she is gunna say no. :(
xoxosandixoxo
yeah so last night me and cassy talked on the phone for another 3 hours. i normally dont talk on the phone for that long but its fun to talk to her. hold on im gunna grab something eat........okay i decided to get some chesenips and a glass of apple juice. wow my diet(what ive been eating) has consisted of mostly carbs: ramen noodles, crackers(of any type), potatoes(fries, mashed) and anything else that isnt meat and not a vegtable or fruit. i would wilingly eat veggies and fruit all day but we have none in the house. im glad i dont eat meat. i think i am going to become a member of peta. i really want to become a vegan but its like my mother buys only some fruit (like a thing of grapes and some oranges and a bunch of bananas) and mostly canned veggies so if i were to only eat veggies and fruit i would most likey starve. so its like i have to eat something. i know thats a lame excuse but what ever. my mom came out of nowhere yesterday and said she is gunna buy some veggie food like soy burgers to see if i like it and then she is gunna keep on buying them if i like it. has anyone ever tried them? are they good? today i got woke up from my mother telling me it was almost 2 and asking me if i wanted to go to junnies house (my sisters). i just got off the phone with rachel and i guess when she off of work she is coming over here, we are going to walmart to buy some black hair dye and then we are going to dye our hair. i need to bleach mine again then im gunna dye it pink and then put some black streaks in it. i think it will look awesome. i just hope the pink dosnt fade like hardcore. if it does im just going to bleach it all out and keep it bleached. i love it the color it is right now. i really dont want to dye it but i dont want the dye to go to waste. i hope everything works out and i get to go to see mcr on the 25th. i need to see them. my mom just called and bitched me out for useing the cordless phone. What the EFF. who calls to bitch someone out for using a effing phone. oh well shes been such a bitch latley. sometimes i wish she still smoked cause she never used to be this tense. and she wouldnt care about me going to concerts. i was thinking since we havnt gone down state as a family this summer yet then like around the time or the mcr concert we could go down there and get me some school clothes and she could let me hang out with cassy for the day and we could go to the concert. thats sounds like a good idea to me but she will find something wrong with it. i hope that plan works that would be increible!!!!!!! ill talk to her about it soon i hope. im just scared she is gunna say no. :(
xoxosandixoxo