mixed
okay so I watched the season finale of the OC. It was very good but it left with mixed emotions. I don't even really know what the emotions are. Fear, pain, lost, lonely, emptiness, I don't know. I'm scared. My disney icons aren't even cheering me up. Of course I've been having very weird mood swings this whole week which I entirely blame the weather for, but now. . .I'm trying to smile but it feels weird. I look goofy too. It's as if I've never smiled before. No offense to you Janit but when I read that you and Zacharia are going out that didn't help. I don't like the thought of it and I don't know why. I don't like Zach or at least not like that. I'm sorry, don't hate me. Somethings wrong. WRONG, WRONG, WRONG!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!