[Yamada-centric] My Golden Cage - Oneshot
Title: My Golden Cage
Pairing: Yamada-centric
Genre: hmm, angsty?
Rating: PG
Author: Mi
A/N I wanted to write Hikato but it turned into this. Finally it's me starting a game, nee~ i hope Yaya will continue..
Sorry for writing bad again.. ^^;
[What was he doing?]Ryosuke laid on his back in his bed looking at some pictures on facebook.
Johnny-san finally allowed them to have social-media-accounts - but of course he didn't forget to give them strict rules of what they are allowed to post and what not.
So comes that now Ryosuke looks at some photos Daiki posted in their JUMP group. They were all photos with Daiki and Kei, Daiki and Hikaru or all three of them. They look like they were having a great time at a karaoke bar.
Scanning the comments Ryosuke found out that the other members too had joined their little meet-up. All members except for him, but Ryosuke didn't even know that Daiki planned something like this. Why didn't he tell him?
It's true that Ryosuke didn't live in the city like the others but a little outside, too far to go by bike every time though. But is this the reason for not telling him? Ryosuke was sure he could have made it by bus or maybe he could have asked his parents to drive him.
Ryosuke looked at the happy faces of his friends. They don't look like they would miss him.
He sighed. "Again? Seems like I'm doomed to be alone all the time as long as I live here. I'm caged" he told himself in a low voice, or was he talking to the picture?
On the outside Ryosuke pretended to be fine with his current situation, but deep inside he was hurt.
Whenever he doesn't activly ask if his friends want to hang out in the evening or do something together, he won't get to know when they do it. Whenever he does join, hardly anyone remembers that he was there to and will start to tell him what they did the last night.
Ryosuke's parents were both working, so they weren't at home most of the time. In his neighborhood he didn't have friends. Ryosuke was alone most of the time, and seeing these pictures he couldn't help but to feel left out.
Although Daiki was his best friend, he often decided to hang out with Kei rather than Ryosuke because Kei was nearly Daiki's neighbor. Yuto, Keito and Yuto too prefered to meet the friends living near them. Ryosuke felt that it was all about the distance.
But moreover, they didn't even bother to text him and chat with him if it wasn't him starting the conversation.
Wasn't he worth being talked to, being asked to join their meet-ups or even being remembered?
Did Ryosuke do anything wrong to make contacting him so unattractive?
A loud beeb sound distracted Ryosuke from his thoughts. He looked at his phone in his hand again. A message! A small smile formed on his lips and he quickly opened the messenger.
His smile faded as fast as it appeared. It was only Yuto asking in a group chat if anyone took his sunglasses or know where they are. That dork lost them again. But Ryosuke didn't know anything. Since he wasn't with them last night.
Another sigh escaped. He opened his and Daiki's chat. They haven't used it like for ages. He typed a message, but then he deleted it again instead of sending.
Did Daiki want to talk to him? Or was he just a bother for him? If he wanted to talk he would write a message to Ryosuke, wouldn't he? What was he doing right now? Did he have fun? Would Ryosuke disturb him and make him annoyed? Ryosuke shook his head to get rid of his thoughts.
He switched the chats and opened the group again. He simply wrote "how was your karaoke last night?", sent it and waited.
After what seemed like an eternity to Ryosuke still nobody answered. He tapped on his message and opened the information window. There Ryosuke could see that everyone has received it, but only one has already read it: Daiki, just a minute ago.
"Thanks for ignoring me!" he hissed angrily.
Wasn't he even worth anwsering anymore? Frustrated he shut down his phone and threw it away, somewhere on his bed.
Everybody was having a great time except for him, he was trapped in his room, doomed to be bored.
Pairing: Yamada-centric
Genre: hmm, angsty?
Rating: PG
Author: Mi
A/N I wanted to write Hikato but it turned into this. Finally it's me starting a game, nee~ i hope Yaya will continue..
Sorry for writing bad again.. ^^;
[What was he doing?]Ryosuke laid on his back in his bed looking at some pictures on facebook.
Johnny-san finally allowed them to have social-media-accounts - but of course he didn't forget to give them strict rules of what they are allowed to post and what not.
So comes that now Ryosuke looks at some photos Daiki posted in their JUMP group. They were all photos with Daiki and Kei, Daiki and Hikaru or all three of them. They look like they were having a great time at a karaoke bar.
Scanning the comments Ryosuke found out that the other members too had joined their little meet-up. All members except for him, but Ryosuke didn't even know that Daiki planned something like this. Why didn't he tell him?
It's true that Ryosuke didn't live in the city like the others but a little outside, too far to go by bike every time though. But is this the reason for not telling him? Ryosuke was sure he could have made it by bus or maybe he could have asked his parents to drive him.
Ryosuke looked at the happy faces of his friends. They don't look like they would miss him.
He sighed. "Again? Seems like I'm doomed to be alone all the time as long as I live here. I'm caged" he told himself in a low voice, or was he talking to the picture?
On the outside Ryosuke pretended to be fine with his current situation, but deep inside he was hurt.
Whenever he doesn't activly ask if his friends want to hang out in the evening or do something together, he won't get to know when they do it. Whenever he does join, hardly anyone remembers that he was there to and will start to tell him what they did the last night.
Ryosuke's parents were both working, so they weren't at home most of the time. In his neighborhood he didn't have friends. Ryosuke was alone most of the time, and seeing these pictures he couldn't help but to feel left out.
Although Daiki was his best friend, he often decided to hang out with Kei rather than Ryosuke because Kei was nearly Daiki's neighbor. Yuto, Keito and Yuto too prefered to meet the friends living near them. Ryosuke felt that it was all about the distance.
But moreover, they didn't even bother to text him and chat with him if it wasn't him starting the conversation.
Wasn't he worth being talked to, being asked to join their meet-ups or even being remembered?
Did Ryosuke do anything wrong to make contacting him so unattractive?
A loud beeb sound distracted Ryosuke from his thoughts. He looked at his phone in his hand again. A message! A small smile formed on his lips and he quickly opened the messenger.
His smile faded as fast as it appeared. It was only Yuto asking in a group chat if anyone took his sunglasses or know where they are. That dork lost them again. But Ryosuke didn't know anything. Since he wasn't with them last night.
Another sigh escaped. He opened his and Daiki's chat. They haven't used it like for ages. He typed a message, but then he deleted it again instead of sending.
Did Daiki want to talk to him? Or was he just a bother for him? If he wanted to talk he would write a message to Ryosuke, wouldn't he? What was he doing right now? Did he have fun? Would Ryosuke disturb him and make him annoyed? Ryosuke shook his head to get rid of his thoughts.
He switched the chats and opened the group again. He simply wrote "how was your karaoke last night?", sent it and waited.
After what seemed like an eternity to Ryosuke still nobody answered. He tapped on his message and opened the information window. There Ryosuke could see that everyone has received it, but only one has already read it: Daiki, just a minute ago.
"Thanks for ignoring me!" he hissed angrily.
Wasn't he even worth anwsering anymore? Frustrated he shut down his phone and threw it away, somewhere on his bed.
Everybody was having a great time except for him, he was trapped in his room, doomed to be bored.