TO YOU!!

[mhssoccerbabe10]

THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A LETTER BUT IT DIDNT TURN OUT THAT WAY!!

I am sorry for the way I have
been acting lately.It's just
I am relly stressed and
I can't take it anymore.
Sometimes I just want
my life to end so I dont
have to deal with it, but
I have you amd you're
prolly the best thing
thats happened to me.
And when you're around
I feel like I live a
perfect life, and that
there's nothing that goes
wrong. But my life ain't
like that..its totally the opposite.

I need to come up with
a back up plan; because
if my mom really does kick
me out and I dont do something
by the end of April then I am screwed, and
I don't want to depend on other people to
help me. Because then I would feel like
I am using them, and I can't do that.

I am very glad that you are
here and will do anything
for me, it's just when I
say "I am going to leave"
or something like that..and you
tell me "don't do something stupid"
I feel like you ain't trying to help
me any. You're just trying to get me to
stay in this situation I am in,
and it makes me even more stressed.

Brad I Luv You!! and all, but
lately I feel you don't love me
because you get all pissed at me for
threatening to leave..and that's not all that nice..