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Well I found out a friend from Youth Group..lost everything the other day..His stepdad killed himself and his house burnt down..so please pray for him and his family..
Yesterday a my day back to school after a 3 day weekend..not a good day at all..CTC Teacher is an ass..4th hour was lame as hell..I am going to fail again and I cant..I promised I would bring up all my grades..5th hour..oh yeah we had this big assignment and there was threes parts a easy part, medium part, and a hard part..well each part was worth a different grade..I got an A+ because I did the hard part..then 6th hour sectionals yeah right some girls cant play and thry fuck around the whole time..Then I had to hear Debbie bitch all day about how Andrew isnt coming home..URGH..the kid is crazy i tell you..then I get home and I asked my mom if she would still drop me off at Brads and she gets all snotty and says " I Guess."
So I hung out with Brad..lol..for like the whatever day in a row besides Monday..lol..well it was all good til he made a remark then everything turned..sux to be you..then he apologized and we had a discussion about it after I wanted to drop the subject and not talk about it..Came home and went to bed..
This morning got up not feeling good..got into the shower..then I did my hair..lol..well I wasnt feeling good and then I started to get these really bad cramps and I couldnt walk..yeah relly pissed now..but I guess its all cool..I aint got to worry about anything..so I think I found out why yeah we wont talk about it..lol..well now I am sitting here updating because..
I dont know if I will get the chance to update today becuase I have practice..URGH!!..I do not want to go..but someone has to go to get the part..because you know Debbie prolly aint going..OK this is the seating arrangement..J'Nai, Ashley, Lauren, Kyra, Me, Melissa, and Debbie..yeah Debbies last chair and she dont come to any of the practices I wonder why shes last chair..
Okay but I am done with that...
I read some peoples LJ posts yesterday and heres something to think about..hes a guy..which means he is a dickhead and dont know what he wants he thinks he wants something but really he wants something else..DUH!! Get it through your head...
OKay as most people know I have not had the best life the past what..4 months..well if it werent for a few people I would prolly have make some really stupid mistakes and done things I regret..but Brad, Katie, my cousin Tiffany, and a few other people have kept me going and mking me realize its not worth losing the people you care about..and I may not realize all of it right now, but I am beginning to realize it really slowly..and this is why I am going to stay with my aunt and uncle for a while this August because I can not take any of this anymore..its all stupid DRAMA BULLSHIT..so people get over yourselves and listen to each other and get along..there is no reason why no one should get along..except I have a few exceptions..if you know what I mean..lol..
Well I am done..I am off to see if Brad gets on..and maybe I will update about school later..
Brad I LUV YOU!!