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Well tonight I have been thinkin and ofcourse that is never good. I ate some bronies which i found later had some natural herb supplment in them if you know what I mean. I also got drunk and played caps which didn't help. So anyway I was hinking about how if I have liked a girl then somehow I would just become the friend that anybody could talk too. I don't know if people know tis but I swear it kills me to do this. I look at guys that can get anygirl they want and they just whore themselves out and then there are these guys like me that just have no self esteem and sit and sit an never do anything about it. i think the natural herb supplement has really made me analyze things. This has only come up because of things going on here at school. Though anyway I just need to talk with someone I talked with Brian tonight who was a big help but i need someone back home ofcourse nobody is on at 3 my time or 4 yours, so anyway i'm not going to do anything rash so no worries but anuway I am out.
Later John
Later John