Meh...
I don't know how this is going to turn out but I felt like writing so I am.
Let's see... yesterday I worked 2-10 in the village. 2-5 I was at Long Shot with Joe, 5-7 I was at Coconuts with Julie, and then back to Long Shot but with Kenny. Then today I was in the village again (Rock Wall) from 11-5. It was soooooo slow. The whole park was dead.
My stupid car got rejected and has like a million things wrong with it. Something about my driver's side tire falling off and my brakes letting go (probably not a good thing to be driving in, so it's getting fixed). I kind of got used to having a car and feel weird without it. But I'll get it back in a few days... hopefully.
Tomorrow I was going to go to Canobie but now can't because of my car. I have 4 passes that I need to use before the end of the summer and I don't know when I'll be able to use them but hopefully I don’t waste them. Then after close tomorrow night is our last cast party... Canobie Idol. I'm excited but not. It's going to be a good time but I can't help but think about the fact that it's getting closer and closer to my friends leaving for college. Kathy leaves Monday to go 10 hours away and Kay leaves at the end of next week for Keene. I just don't know what to do. I absolutely hate change but this is something that is going to happen whether I like it or not. I'm just not ready for it and I know that I'm going to be stuck here by myself. I know they will be back for breaks and stuff but it's just not the same. Ugh... I hate being the youngest. Everyone always says they will stay friends but it's not always how it works out. They are going to go to college and meet all new people. And I will probably be forgotten. My senior year is supposed to be the best but I don't see how it can be without my best friend of ten years and all my other close friends...
Let's see... yesterday I worked 2-10 in the village. 2-5 I was at Long Shot with Joe, 5-7 I was at Coconuts with Julie, and then back to Long Shot but with Kenny. Then today I was in the village again (Rock Wall) from 11-5. It was soooooo slow. The whole park was dead.
My stupid car got rejected and has like a million things wrong with it. Something about my driver's side tire falling off and my brakes letting go (probably not a good thing to be driving in, so it's getting fixed). I kind of got used to having a car and feel weird without it. But I'll get it back in a few days... hopefully.
Tomorrow I was going to go to Canobie but now can't because of my car. I have 4 passes that I need to use before the end of the summer and I don't know when I'll be able to use them but hopefully I don’t waste them. Then after close tomorrow night is our last cast party... Canobie Idol. I'm excited but not. It's going to be a good time but I can't help but think about the fact that it's getting closer and closer to my friends leaving for college. Kathy leaves Monday to go 10 hours away and Kay leaves at the end of next week for Keene. I just don't know what to do. I absolutely hate change but this is something that is going to happen whether I like it or not. I'm just not ready for it and I know that I'm going to be stuck here by myself. I know they will be back for breaks and stuff but it's just not the same. Ugh... I hate being the youngest. Everyone always says they will stay friends but it's not always how it works out. They are going to go to college and meet all new people. And I will probably be forgotten. My senior year is supposed to be the best but I don't see how it can be without my best friend of ten years and all my other close friends...