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I want it!
Ask Ryan or Sarah, I've been talking about that thing. I saw it at Nordstroms after All City dance practice and I fell for it. Haha. Whatever, I just had to get that out.
Anyway, today was a little dull, practice seemed longer than usual. Ryan's pep rally dance is starting to look pretty cute, we have never had a dance with axles, doubles, right and left splits, kick axle thing, toe-touches, and some other stuff, all in one. At least not for a team dance, expectations are rising....
I took a test in Ms Greer's during lunch and Blythe and Nick were in there and we started talking about my single wide beach house and how the hurricane probably killed it. Hah, it was great.
I had a longish conversation with my speech teacher about BMW's. Not the technical stuff but the aesthetics and why we love em. She has two, arrgh.
Jace and I have been happy and sad and happy again, many times through the past week. We've both had A LOT on our minds with school and everything. He was stressed out with tests and so was I. There's this suprise that he won't tell me about. I really really really really want to know. I'm so happy I have someone like him to talk to. The other night, he was out and I went to bed early so I didn't get the chance to call him. I went to bed feeling like my day wasn't complete, not talking to him before I went to bed made me a lil bit sad. But we talked the next morning so I was happy again. I think that maybe, just maybe, he might come to Austin again in October. That would be so great!! My mom and him have bonded behind my back, which is a bit creepy. (They talked on the phone today...) It's awesome though because now she totally adores him! I think it is really impressive that he wasn't intimidated by her and actually got to know her, that's pretty rare.
I am so worried about Jace finding other girls at GSU. But then again, I completely trust him and I think I'm more afraid of the girls finding him. He's totally trustworthy and cool about everything he does. I don't know how I got so lucky with him, he always calls and tells me everything that happend during the day, even the not so good stuff. When he tells me what he did, like went out with the frat guys and met up with girls at a game, ANY other guy and I would get really paranoid and want to know exactly what was going on. With Jace, I just don't worry as much. I usually have a really bad habit of hiding what I really feel, like jealousy, envy, getting paranoid, aggravated, or depressed. But now that I think about it, I'm not hiding my feelings from Jace, they just aren't there. And when they are there, they are not very strong. I know I can trust Jace, which is a big thing to do.
Trust is hard to gain and easy to lose
I love you Jace
:)