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I just don't know what to do.
How can I pick up and leave, I want to but I don't.
I wish I was better at making decisions. If I knew what I want then I'd be a lot happier. But I think I do know exactly what I want. The problem is, I'm taking other people's feelings into consideration. Should I let other people's opinions change my decision or should I follow my heart?
And, if I think I'm following my heart, why does it feel uncomfortable?
However, staying would just bother me, it would be a missed opportunity
... or would it?
What if I don't like florida...
Is that even possible? I fucking grew up there, why wouldn't I like it? It's the small, eveyone-knows-everyone town that I've always wanted to go back to. Small yet glamorous in it's own little Tallahassee southern traditional way.
Is this a regular phase to go through that everyone faces once they've made a gigantic decision, kind of like a really really extreme buyers remorse?
THIS IS SO HARD
How can I pick up and leave, I want to but I don't.
I wish I was better at making decisions. If I knew what I want then I'd be a lot happier. But I think I do know exactly what I want. The problem is, I'm taking other people's feelings into consideration. Should I let other people's opinions change my decision or should I follow my heart?
And, if I think I'm following my heart, why does it feel uncomfortable?
However, staying would just bother me, it would be a missed opportunity
... or would it?
What if I don't like florida...
Is that even possible? I fucking grew up there, why wouldn't I like it? It's the small, eveyone-knows-everyone town that I've always wanted to go back to. Small yet glamorous in it's own little Tallahassee southern traditional way.
Is this a regular phase to go through that everyone faces once they've made a gigantic decision, kind of like a really really extreme buyers remorse?
THIS IS SO HARD