~~TIME WASTED~~
~I MISS YOU SO MUCH,
I LONG FOR YO' LOVE,
IT SCARES ME,
CAUSE MY HEART GETS SO WEAK,
AND I CANT EVEN BREATHE,
HOW CAN YOU TAKE THINGS SO EASILY?
BABY WHY AREN'T YOU MISSIN ME?"~
(THAT DEDICATE TO A COLLECTION OF PEOPLES)----
WASSUP LJ?...FIRST OFF I KNOW I AINT ACTUALLY WROTE IN DIS IN A WHILE BUT I HAVE HAD A LIL TOO MUCH TO SAY AND HAD TO DECIDE WHAT I WANTED TO GET OFF MY CHEST BY WRITIN IN HERE...YOU KNOW IM TOO CUTE TO BE WASTIN MY TIME ON FOLKS DAT AINT GON TREAT ME RITE...I DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTRAND WHY IT IS THAT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANNA SHOW ME A LOT OF ATTENTION, I DONT WANT NOTHIN TO DO WITH, BUT SOME OF THE ONES THAT I WOULD BE FAITHFUL TO WANNA ACT STUPID, AND DO STUPID SHIT THAT KEEPS ME MAD...IM TOO CUTE FOR DIS, I NEED TO DROP SUMMOE PEOPLE...A COUPLE MO' HEARTS TO BREAK...AND WE ALL KNOW THAT ISNT A PROBLEM FOR ME...IMA BREAK SOME OF THESE FOLKS DOWN ACCORDIN TO #'S THAT THE SONG LINES APPLY TO...
#1...THIS IS THE PERSON THAT I MENTIONED IN A COUPLE OF MY OTHER ENTRIES, WE BEEN TALKIN OFFICIALLY FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS. HE LIVES SO FAR AWAY, WHEN I GO TO MY AUNTS HOUSE IN LB I TRY TO KICK IT WIT HIM CAUSE HE DONT LIVE DAT FAR FROM LB...BUT THE WHOLE 2 WEEKS I WAS IN LB WE KICKED IT ONCE, SINCE I BEEN HOME FROM LB WE TALKED TWICE AND HAD 1 TEXT MESSAGE CONVERSATION...I ALWASYS BRING UP THE LACK OF CONVERSATION TO HIS ATTENTION, BUT HE FLIPS IT ON ME AND SAYS THAT IM HIDIDN SOMETHIN, CAUSE IM ALWAYS THINKIN BOUT US BREAKIN UP, AND THAT ISNT A CONCERN OF HIS...I DO HAVE FEELINS FOR HIM BUT I FEEL LIKE IM WASTIN MY TIME AND DONT HAVE ANY TIME TO BE WASTED, CAUSE TIME IS TO PRECIOUS, AND IT IS NO LONGER FREE CAUSE I GOTTA JOB THATS FINNA PAY FOR IT...I NEED ATTENTION AND HE DOESNT SHOW ME THAT ATTENTION ANYMORE, WHICH FURTHER LEADS ME TO BELIEVE THAT HE IS PROLLY CHEATIN ON ME, AND SINCE HE HAS BE4 I KNOW HE IS CAPABLE OF IT...I THINK IMA LET HIM GO...
#2...THIS IS THAT PERSON WHO BROKE MY HEART THAT I WAS WRITIN CONSTANTLY ABOUT IN MY JOURNALS...UMM WE HADNT TALKED IN A GOOD WEEK AND A HALF BE4 HE CALLED ME SUNDAY NIGHT AND WE TALKED FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES, BE4 HE HAD TO GET OFF THE PHONE...I HATE THE FACT WHERE ITS LIKE I ALWAYS CALL FIRST, I ALWAYS TEXT FIRST...EVERYTHING, AND IF I DONT THERE IS NO CONVERSATION...IM OVER HIM MOSTLY BUT THE FEELINGS KEEP COMMIN BAC ERR TIME HE CALLS, OR TEXTS ME AND I HATE THAT....DONT NOT TALK TO ME FOR LIKE 7-8 DAYS THEN CALL AND SWEET TALK ME..BUT SINCE WE "JUST FRIENDS" I GUESS ITS ACCEPTABLE HUH?...I DUNNO...BUT ITS LIKE HE JUS MOVED ON AND I CANT ACCEPT DAT WELL CAUSE IM NOT COMPLETELY OVER HIM AND DONT THINK I EVER WILL BE AND NO ONE HAS EVER HAD ME LIKE DIS...BUT SINCE IM NOT GETTIN ANYTHING OUTTA DIS IM ONCE AGAIN WASTIN MY TIME...
I MET A FRIEND NOT TO LONG AGO, AND HE REALLY LIKES ME, HE LIVES IN LB, I REALLY LIKE HIM TOO...IMA CONTINUE TO TALK TO HIM TO SEE WHAT HES ABOUT...RIGHT NOW ITS ALL GOOD, WE TALK ENOUGH AND I GET MADD ATTENTION, AND I FEEL THE INTEREST HE HAS IN ME, BUT LIKE I SAID WE GON SEE WHERE DIS GOES...
MAYBE I SHOULD JUS TALK TO GIRLS, BUT THEY ALOT OF WORK TO...SHOOT DUDES AND GIRLS IS SUSPOSED TO BE DIFFERENT, BUT THE SEEM SOOO THE SAME...THIS IS NOT THE BUSINES...
I GOT A JOB AT A COSMETICS AGENCY AS A RECEPTIONIST...HEY IM IN A CAREER...LOL...I GO OFF TO SCHOOL IN A LIL BIT YA'LL IF THERES ANY1 THAT WANTS TO KICK IT WIT ME BE4 I GO WE NEED TO ARRANGE SOMETHING YA KNOW?...THERE ARE SOME COO PEEPS ON HERE THAT I WOULDNT MIND HANGIN OUT WIT BE4 I LEAVE TO COLLEGE, BUT YA'LL GOTTA LET ME KNOW IF YALL WANT TO AND I'LL CONSIDER...LOL...NAW JUS GET AT ME IIGHT?..TIL NEXT TIME...1 LUV!~
I LONG FOR YO' LOVE,
IT SCARES ME,
CAUSE MY HEART GETS SO WEAK,
AND I CANT EVEN BREATHE,
HOW CAN YOU TAKE THINGS SO EASILY?
BABY WHY AREN'T YOU MISSIN ME?"~
(THAT DEDICATE TO A COLLECTION OF PEOPLES)----
WASSUP LJ?...FIRST OFF I KNOW I AINT ACTUALLY WROTE IN DIS IN A WHILE BUT I HAVE HAD A LIL TOO MUCH TO SAY AND HAD TO DECIDE WHAT I WANTED TO GET OFF MY CHEST BY WRITIN IN HERE...YOU KNOW IM TOO CUTE TO BE WASTIN MY TIME ON FOLKS DAT AINT GON TREAT ME RITE...I DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTRAND WHY IT IS THAT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANNA SHOW ME A LOT OF ATTENTION, I DONT WANT NOTHIN TO DO WITH, BUT SOME OF THE ONES THAT I WOULD BE FAITHFUL TO WANNA ACT STUPID, AND DO STUPID SHIT THAT KEEPS ME MAD...IM TOO CUTE FOR DIS, I NEED TO DROP SUMMOE PEOPLE...A COUPLE MO' HEARTS TO BREAK...AND WE ALL KNOW THAT ISNT A PROBLEM FOR ME...IMA BREAK SOME OF THESE FOLKS DOWN ACCORDIN TO #'S THAT THE SONG LINES APPLY TO...
#1...THIS IS THE PERSON THAT I MENTIONED IN A COUPLE OF MY OTHER ENTRIES, WE BEEN TALKIN OFFICIALLY FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS. HE LIVES SO FAR AWAY, WHEN I GO TO MY AUNTS HOUSE IN LB I TRY TO KICK IT WIT HIM CAUSE HE DONT LIVE DAT FAR FROM LB...BUT THE WHOLE 2 WEEKS I WAS IN LB WE KICKED IT ONCE, SINCE I BEEN HOME FROM LB WE TALKED TWICE AND HAD 1 TEXT MESSAGE CONVERSATION...I ALWASYS BRING UP THE LACK OF CONVERSATION TO HIS ATTENTION, BUT HE FLIPS IT ON ME AND SAYS THAT IM HIDIDN SOMETHIN, CAUSE IM ALWAYS THINKIN BOUT US BREAKIN UP, AND THAT ISNT A CONCERN OF HIS...I DO HAVE FEELINS FOR HIM BUT I FEEL LIKE IM WASTIN MY TIME AND DONT HAVE ANY TIME TO BE WASTED, CAUSE TIME IS TO PRECIOUS, AND IT IS NO LONGER FREE CAUSE I GOTTA JOB THATS FINNA PAY FOR IT...I NEED ATTENTION AND HE DOESNT SHOW ME THAT ATTENTION ANYMORE, WHICH FURTHER LEADS ME TO BELIEVE THAT HE IS PROLLY CHEATIN ON ME, AND SINCE HE HAS BE4 I KNOW HE IS CAPABLE OF IT...I THINK IMA LET HIM GO...
#2...THIS IS THAT PERSON WHO BROKE MY HEART THAT I WAS WRITIN CONSTANTLY ABOUT IN MY JOURNALS...UMM WE HADNT TALKED IN A GOOD WEEK AND A HALF BE4 HE CALLED ME SUNDAY NIGHT AND WE TALKED FOR ABOUT 45 MINUTES, BE4 HE HAD TO GET OFF THE PHONE...I HATE THE FACT WHERE ITS LIKE I ALWAYS CALL FIRST, I ALWAYS TEXT FIRST...EVERYTHING, AND IF I DONT THERE IS NO CONVERSATION...IM OVER HIM MOSTLY BUT THE FEELINGS KEEP COMMIN BAC ERR TIME HE CALLS, OR TEXTS ME AND I HATE THAT....DONT NOT TALK TO ME FOR LIKE 7-8 DAYS THEN CALL AND SWEET TALK ME..BUT SINCE WE "JUST FRIENDS" I GUESS ITS ACCEPTABLE HUH?...I DUNNO...BUT ITS LIKE HE JUS MOVED ON AND I CANT ACCEPT DAT WELL CAUSE IM NOT COMPLETELY OVER HIM AND DONT THINK I EVER WILL BE AND NO ONE HAS EVER HAD ME LIKE DIS...BUT SINCE IM NOT GETTIN ANYTHING OUTTA DIS IM ONCE AGAIN WASTIN MY TIME...
I MET A FRIEND NOT TO LONG AGO, AND HE REALLY LIKES ME, HE LIVES IN LB, I REALLY LIKE HIM TOO...IMA CONTINUE TO TALK TO HIM TO SEE WHAT HES ABOUT...RIGHT NOW ITS ALL GOOD, WE TALK ENOUGH AND I GET MADD ATTENTION, AND I FEEL THE INTEREST HE HAS IN ME, BUT LIKE I SAID WE GON SEE WHERE DIS GOES...
MAYBE I SHOULD JUS TALK TO GIRLS, BUT THEY ALOT OF WORK TO...SHOOT DUDES AND GIRLS IS SUSPOSED TO BE DIFFERENT, BUT THE SEEM SOOO THE SAME...THIS IS NOT THE BUSINES...
I GOT A JOB AT A COSMETICS AGENCY AS A RECEPTIONIST...HEY IM IN A CAREER...LOL...I GO OFF TO SCHOOL IN A LIL BIT YA'LL IF THERES ANY1 THAT WANTS TO KICK IT WIT ME BE4 I GO WE NEED TO ARRANGE SOMETHING YA KNOW?...THERE ARE SOME COO PEEPS ON HERE THAT I WOULDNT MIND HANGIN OUT WIT BE4 I LEAVE TO COLLEGE, BUT YA'LL GOTTA LET ME KNOW IF YALL WANT TO AND I'LL CONSIDER...LOL...NAW JUS GET AT ME IIGHT?..TIL NEXT TIME...1 LUV!~