yeah
So me and matt didn't go on our date to the movies. But him, eric, and myself went to sweettreats and then to windjammer and chilled there for a while. I was very nice. I think I still would have enjoying being at the movies with just him, but I did like getting to finally meet eric and sit in the grass and enjoy the lake for a while. I had plans on telling Matt how I felt about him while we hung out today. But there was never a good oportune time to do so with eric being around and such, not that I minded his company. I decided tonight after I got home that I had to call him and tell him about my feelings. I was so scared. I had to do it over a voicemail. I called him and he answered. I was like UGH MATT, hang up and let me leave you a voicemail. So I did. And now he knows. I couldn't give hints anymore. I finally learned that guys are not good with hints. They need to be told straight forward. Dropping little hints here and there gets you nowhere. The end.