Arf!
Hello its once again time for Mhisani to pull his paw finger out!
It's been a long time since I last updated my journal so lets go..
I'm still living in the shared house that I moved to. It's been pretty much okay although I reallly miss having someone around that has similar interests to myself. Just a group of random people I don't seem to connect with and quite frankly they don't appear to want to know anyway. But other than the odd bit of standard house drama it's been okay.
I'm still job hunting and i'm trying my hardest not to be forced into the same crappy retail jobs. Hopefully I will find something soon as financially it's very much shaky.
Fox?!
Yes, I did the dirty. I change to a grey fox.. I realised that... Whilst I have many happy memories from my "lion days" I've realised that my inspiration for furry was brought on by "The Lion King" and in a sense.. my furry character hid behind Simba in a sense. But.. over the last year or so i've realised that i've developed and that I am beginning to express much more of an indivuality. And this decision has not been made lightly. This has been swimming in my head since last year and.. it feels right.. deep.. truely reflective of how I feel inside.. I'm not a fan of constant changes of character however.. I guess it takes time sometimes for people to find themselves.. nearly eight years however. *oi* ^_^ And I tell you one thing.. "I ain't arf" happy I did it. Groan time :)
Been to a couple of meets including the last Liverpool meet where I escorted Zion Fox around and we had a fantastic time. Even the staff of the hotel grooming our plushies..
Picture here!
New tail picture in the paragraph below.. New con badge:
Mhisani Badge
Mhisani Icon
First artist is Werewolfsense on FA and the second is Zanity on Furaffinity. Go watch and support them!
On the love life front I was approached by someone who appeared to be extremely happy with me and visited me however proceeded to use my home as a 24/7 internet/music/RP cafe and ignored me mostly. Which incredibly unpleasant and then left me upon departure and ate me out of house and home.
So I'm still single.. I just want someone to love, someone to hold. I know i'm not exactly attractive.. see: http://snugglefox.net/~mhisani/mhispics/mhisanirl.JPG but i'm so very loyal and don't have a huge lists of wants from a partner. I've been told I have a lot of love to give. Looking back over the last few years of my love life. There are things I wish had gone different and things that I realised held me back and stopped me accepting a mateship. I change phyiscally when I have a partner.. I become empowered.. Gives me that energy to tackle the world. I don't want to be a nomadic fox forever..
Feel free to leave a comment if I've missed anything or you want to know anything. Look forward to hearing from some of my friends from afar :)
Thanks for reading.
It's been a long time since I last updated my journal so lets go..
I'm still living in the shared house that I moved to. It's been pretty much okay although I reallly miss having someone around that has similar interests to myself. Just a group of random people I don't seem to connect with and quite frankly they don't appear to want to know anyway. But other than the odd bit of standard house drama it's been okay.
I'm still job hunting and i'm trying my hardest not to be forced into the same crappy retail jobs. Hopefully I will find something soon as financially it's very much shaky.
Fox?!
Yes, I did the dirty. I change to a grey fox.. I realised that... Whilst I have many happy memories from my "lion days" I've realised that my inspiration for furry was brought on by "The Lion King" and in a sense.. my furry character hid behind Simba in a sense. But.. over the last year or so i've realised that i've developed and that I am beginning to express much more of an indivuality. And this decision has not been made lightly. This has been swimming in my head since last year and.. it feels right.. deep.. truely reflective of how I feel inside.. I'm not a fan of constant changes of character however.. I guess it takes time sometimes for people to find themselves.. nearly eight years however. *oi* ^_^ And I tell you one thing.. "I ain't arf" happy I did it. Groan time :)
Been to a couple of meets including the last Liverpool meet where I escorted Zion Fox around and we had a fantastic time. Even the staff of the hotel grooming our plushies..
Picture here!
New tail picture in the paragraph below.. New con badge:
Mhisani Badge
Mhisani Icon
First artist is Werewolfsense on FA and the second is Zanity on Furaffinity. Go watch and support them!
On the love life front I was approached by someone who appeared to be extremely happy with me and visited me however proceeded to use my home as a 24/7 internet/music/RP cafe and ignored me mostly. Which incredibly unpleasant and then left me upon departure and ate me out of house and home.
So I'm still single.. I just want someone to love, someone to hold. I know i'm not exactly attractive.. see: http://snugglefox.net/~mhisani/mhispics/mhisanirl.JPG but i'm so very loyal and don't have a huge lists of wants from a partner. I've been told I have a lot of love to give. Looking back over the last few years of my love life. There are things I wish had gone different and things that I realised held me back and stopped me accepting a mateship. I change phyiscally when I have a partner.. I become empowered.. Gives me that energy to tackle the world. I don't want to be a nomadic fox forever..
Feel free to leave a comment if I've missed anything or you want to know anything. Look forward to hearing from some of my friends from afar :)
Thanks for reading.