Thursday into Friday -
Cleaned the heck out of the house today, looking a lot better indeed. Bunny is all cleaned out and she is quite content at the moment sitting there watching me. It's been pretty awkward since last night here as I have been alone since then, Laini went out last night to see a friend. I really hate spending nights alone I go all edgy and scared. But I managed to make some good use of the time I couldn't sleep by finishing the installation of the satellite dish.I've done a huge amount of laundry too and thrown all rubbish not to mention done then (dumdumdum) WASHING UP. All there is now to do it hideous amounts of folding of clothes and clearing up my bedroom. As for tonight... In an ideal world I would go off to a furs place but that just isn't going to happen. Funds restrict my travel distance and everyones busy. So I will pay a visit to my parents I think. Just done some shopping at Tesco got some nice Tea cakes that are on B.O.G.O.F at the moment.
Feeling randomly upset though...
"tried counting sheep but theres one i always miss, everyone says im getting down too low, everyone says you just gotta to let it go,you just gotta to let it go,you just gotta to let it go......................... ... ... I need some sleep time to put the old horse down. I'm in too deep and the wheels keep spinning round. Everyones says you just gotta to let it go, you just gotta to let it go, you just gotta to let it go. . . . ........"
I wish I understood my thoughts at the moment...
Feeling randomly upset though...
"tried counting sheep but theres one i always miss, everyone says im getting down too low, everyone says you just gotta to let it go,you just gotta to let it go,you just gotta to let it go......................... ... ... I need some sleep time to put the old horse down. I'm in too deep and the wheels keep spinning round. Everyones says you just gotta to let it go, you just gotta to let it go, you just gotta to let it go. . . . ........"
I wish I understood my thoughts at the moment...