Well.. Im going to close this thing. Anthros journal has all sorts of comments, And mine keep being erased for which I guess, It is his journal so there isnt anything I can do.
I admit perhaps I am no angel. But I got so lonely in Clevedon and in a relationship where I just didnt feel comfortable and I think in the long wrong it really upset me. And I guess that when I found someone that made me completely tingle all over, I couldnt believe it and I acted all odd.
I can only publically apologise for breaking up with anthro and perhaps that I fell in love again. I think while I was in Clevedon, the reason why I stuck with it, Was because I had noone else to hold onto. But I wasnt happy and he knew it. Even tried talking it over night after night. But it stayed the same.
Ill admit I went to Glasgow a few weeks back for those that dont know without Anthro knowing, I wanted to calm down and see how I really felt. Not the best idea I guess. But at the time I was so upset it seemed to make sense. I guess we all dont make rashional decisions when we are emotional.
So to conclue. I do love Popdog. Im sorry for any pain to Anthro by breaking up, I was no angel. But we learn as we go. I can do nothing but say sorry for that. But I had been hurting for a long time. And I guess it just came to a peak.
I've offered my paw in friendship to Anthro in a comment which has now been purged, So I have left almost a copy of this on his answermachine. He has 2 choices.
He wants me to leave. But I can offer my friendship but understand now that we cant live together in his eyes as we are not together.
Or I can just walk away.
Im doing the best I can.
Obviously im hoping in not seen as some evil doer over this.
Mostly all of the comments you have posted to my journal are still there. There were two reasons really that some of your comments were removed. Firstly, because some of the comments (in my opinion) were of a personal nature and were better off being put in a private e-mail, and secondly I had already asked for a particular thread not to be continued, and passed over to private e-mail, but then that was never deleted, just screened.
You did post and offer your paw in friendship. And yes that was one of the ones that got screened, not because of that though. As I have said to you in a recent e-mail, I am happy to accept your paw in friendship, if that is what you really want.
I admit perhaps I am no angel. But I got so lonely in Clevedon and in a relationship where I just didnt feel comfortable and I think in the long wrong it really upset me. And I guess that when I found someone that made me completely tingle all over, I couldnt believe it and I acted all odd.
I can only publically apologise for breaking up with anthro and perhaps that I fell in love again. I think while I was in Clevedon, the reason why I stuck with it, Was because I had noone else to hold onto. But I wasnt happy and he knew it. Even tried talking it over night after night. But it stayed the same.
Ill admit I went to Glasgow a few weeks back for those that dont know without Anthro knowing, I wanted to calm down and see how I really felt. Not the best idea I guess. But at the time I was so upset it seemed to make sense. I guess we all dont make rashional decisions when we are emotional.
So to conclue. I do love Popdog. Im sorry for any pain to Anthro by breaking up, I was no angel. But we learn as we go. I can do nothing but say sorry for that.
But I had been hurting for a long time. And I guess it just came to a peak.
I've offered my paw in friendship to Anthro in a comment which has now been purged, So I have left almost a copy of this on his answermachine.
He has 2 choices.
He wants me to leave. But I can offer my friendship but understand now that we cant live together in his eyes as we are not together.
Or I can just walk away.
Im doing the best I can.
Obviously im hoping in not seen as some evil doer over this.
Love is blind.
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There were two reasons really that some of your comments were removed.
Firstly, because some of the comments (in my opinion) were of a personal nature and were better off being put in a private e-mail, and secondly I had already asked for a particular thread not to be continued, and passed over to private e-mail, but then that was never deleted, just screened.
You did post and offer your paw in friendship. And yes that was one of the ones that got screened, not because of that though.
As I have said to you in a recent e-mail, I am happy to accept your paw in friendship, if that is what you really want.
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I would like to at this moment in time be friends. If you honestly feel you can do that.
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