Decisions decisions...
How do I know what the fuck is real and what's not?
How do I tell if I'm just desperate and therefore my mind is thinking things are there and are real when they aren't??? I don't 'think' I'm desperate. Well... I'm not. I'm just lonely. And I couldn't just settle for anyone anyway but when things hit you out of the blue, in addition to what's already going on in your stupid head, it's so confusing!
ARGH! I'm just so fucking confused :( It's on my mind all of the time, I'm sat at home just thinking about it, nothing can make it go away and it's just bugging the shit out of me!
And until I can take my mind of it I'm doubting it's gonna get any clearer what I want!
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Anyway, got that one out of my system...
How do I tell if I'm just desperate and therefore my mind is thinking things are there and are real when they aren't??? I don't 'think' I'm desperate. Well... I'm not. I'm just lonely. And I couldn't just settle for anyone anyway but when things hit you out of the blue, in addition to what's already going on in your stupid head, it's so confusing!
ARGH! I'm just so fucking confused :( It's on my mind all of the time, I'm sat at home just thinking about it, nothing can make it go away and it's just bugging the shit out of me!
And until I can take my mind of it I'm doubting it's gonna get any clearer what I want!
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Anyway, got that one out of my system...