an update...
So, it seems another week has passed.
This week I have worked hard, had problems with the stupid cow I do bookkeeping for, though she did thank me for skipping my lunch for her on Tuesday so it's not all bad. I have also seen Young Knives with Gaz, which was ace fun, also ace to see him again as it had been over a year. On Tuesday and Friday I went to Becky and Gill's to do my laundry, which was good both times :) Becky is proper ace... and she looks after me. On Wednesday I went to the pub with Andrew and Scott... we were supposed to be going to the pub quiz in The Bowling Green, but that had been cancelled so instead we went and sat in The Grafton for a couple of hours and had some games of pool and such. Fun was had :) Thursday night I sat in and did fuck all, which is always good once in a while.
Yesterday I met Caggie, and she stayed here last night after a good night out :) My promise to myself that I wouldn't do drinking for 2 whole weeks until Easter went out of the window, but y'know... never mind. I don't drink that much anyway. But yeah meeting Caggie was good :) She is rather ace :) and I put her on the bus this morning at approximately 8:15, before coming home, sleeping, setting up my wireless internet, and eating chocolate.
I got myself registered with a doctor on Friday also to try and sort the Things In My Head which are not getting documented anywhere and shouldn't be happening. Also to try and sort this suspected asthma problem I have... which hopefully isn't actually asthma... we shall see, I have to ring up on Wednesday for an appointment.
I need to stop being paranoid and accept that if people don't like me, in either which way, then it doesn't matter. I also have to accept that they might like me, in however which way, but like... it's not always obvious. And I shouldn't get any of my hopes up because it will always end up crushing me in the end. Yes.
And there ends another exciting update in the life of, erm, me. Woop.
This week I have worked hard, had problems with the stupid cow I do bookkeeping for, though she did thank me for skipping my lunch for her on Tuesday so it's not all bad. I have also seen Young Knives with Gaz, which was ace fun, also ace to see him again as it had been over a year. On Tuesday and Friday I went to Becky and Gill's to do my laundry, which was good both times :) Becky is proper ace... and she looks after me. On Wednesday I went to the pub with Andrew and Scott... we were supposed to be going to the pub quiz in The Bowling Green, but that had been cancelled so instead we went and sat in The Grafton for a couple of hours and had some games of pool and such. Fun was had :) Thursday night I sat in and did fuck all, which is always good once in a while.
Yesterday I met Caggie, and she stayed here last night after a good night out :) My promise to myself that I wouldn't do drinking for 2 whole weeks until Easter went out of the window, but y'know... never mind. I don't drink that much anyway. But yeah meeting Caggie was good :) She is rather ace :) and I put her on the bus this morning at approximately 8:15, before coming home, sleeping, setting up my wireless internet, and eating chocolate.
I got myself registered with a doctor on Friday also to try and sort the Things In My Head which are not getting documented anywhere and shouldn't be happening. Also to try and sort this suspected asthma problem I have... which hopefully isn't actually asthma... we shall see, I have to ring up on Wednesday for an appointment.
I need to stop being paranoid and accept that if people don't like me, in either which way, then it doesn't matter. I also have to accept that they might like me, in however which way, but like... it's not always obvious. And I shouldn't get any of my hopes up because it will always end up crushing me in the end. Yes.
And there ends another exciting update in the life of, erm, me. Woop.