ok i havent updated in a while
lets see, what have i been up to. not much. ive writen a lot of poems. thats coming along nicely, taking a short break though a few days, 12 peoms in 3 or 4 days a lot. ive hung out with jenn a bunch of times. spend 3 nights in a row facing death. i feel bad for ted. he comes form a family that just beats the shit out of him. everyime i see him he has more and more bruses. hes always talking about jumping over the side of "kill yourself bridge" and thats where hes been having me meet with him, and i tell him that if he jumps im going to be next to him. i really feel bad for him. each time hes about to juimp i get on the ledge about an inch from the edge and say then im coming with you. i know he wont do it if i say that.
lets see, katie came back from college, hung out iwth her for a few nights, went to the mall and got her an xmas gift. ive been working alot and thats been [issing me off alot, im tired of getting yelled at for other people not doing anything and if this trend keeps up for the rest of the week then im going job hunting. mr. egan has been doing this for too long, if he wants me to be an authority person there then give me a raise, a speacial uniform and ill be his authoirty person but i am not killing myself because they wont do jack shit.
been really depressed lately, lots of reasons, parents yelling and fighting with me constantly, hearing everyones cool plans for the holidays, everytihng that they are doing and my plans are to work. my parents are having a bunch of their friends onver xmas eve so im just going to lock myself in my room, maybe write some more poems that ngiht. lots of other reasons for being depressed but im not getting into them. i gtg. ltr.
lets see, katie came back from college, hung out iwth her for a few nights, went to the mall and got her an xmas gift. ive been working alot and thats been [issing me off alot, im tired of getting yelled at for other people not doing anything and if this trend keeps up for the rest of the week then im going job hunting. mr. egan has been doing this for too long, if he wants me to be an authority person there then give me a raise, a speacial uniform and ill be his authoirty person but i am not killing myself because they wont do jack shit.
been really depressed lately, lots of reasons, parents yelling and fighting with me constantly, hearing everyones cool plans for the holidays, everytihng that they are doing and my plans are to work. my parents are having a bunch of their friends onver xmas eve so im just going to lock myself in my room, maybe write some more poems that ngiht. lots of other reasons for being depressed but im not getting into them. i gtg. ltr.