i didn't know it could hurt this much........

[mgirl732]

so i officially feel like an awful person, i hurt him, i hurt me, and worst of all i think it really did more damage to our friendship than i ever thought it would.....to quote my mother "Becca, I can't believe you did this"

to be honest, this sounds really weird, but i feel like neil. not everyone will understand, but those who do know this is a really awful situation.

for all those people i have ever hurt in any way shape or form, i am sincerely sorry and if i can do anything to make amends please do tell me.....

-bgc