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[mghtbconcussed]

[There's a significant pause and then a spitting sound.]

Okay so truth time. I love that buzzed, hyper, omg everything is amazing feeling that six shots of espresso in a latte gives you.

The truth part? It tastes like crap and that makes me sad.

[And another significant pause]Sometimes, I buy a pair of shoes and realize I have a pair at home

Comments

[sempreadagio]

Ramen isn't bad. Plus your parents never really let it last for long.

[mghtbconcussed]

Ramen is awesome most of the time and yeah eventually Daddy would find out.

[sempreadagio]

Repeating back things people say? Are you cursed... to be repeatative? People seem to be cursed today.

[mghtbconcussed]

Nope. That's definitely not the curse. More confessional and truth telling.

[sempreadagio]

Oh no. I think I'd rather die before that happened to me.

[mghtbconcussed]

Yeah, it's not fun. I'm mostly trying to stick to little truths, like I like red velvet cake more than chocolate cake.

[sempreadagio]

Good plan. Anything gotten too deep with anyone yet?

[mghtbconcussed]

Curt asked me why I didn't go home with him the other night at Stephen's party. I had to tell him about Baby Jesus.

[sempreadagio]

So out of curiosity, what did you tell him about Baby Jesus?

[mghtbconcussed]

That I liked him a lot and that he likes me and he's patient with the crazy and he keeps coming back and that I was pretty sure sleeping with Curt again would mess up the whole thing.

[sempreadagio]

Wow. I'm proud of you. So you and Baby Jesus are getting along, huh?

[mghtbconcussed]

I--don't know. And that wasn't me trying to lie. It's the truth. I think so. He came up to the store the day it opened and we hugged and I warned him about the crazy.

A few days after that, I talked to him. There was getting along over the network. I'm never sure whether I should keep talking to him or stay away and try not to hurt him.

[sempreadagio]

Does he give you the warm fuzzies when you talk or see each other? Do you get Baby Jesus fuzzies?

[mghtbconcussed]

I totally get warm fuzzies just talking about talking to him or seeing him. [She's facepalming here.] And that is such a bad, bad sign. I totally get Baby Jesus fuzzies.

I'm so screwed, Jill. One of these days he's going to realize he can date a sane girl and a good girl and he's going to break my heart. You remember the Jackass that shall not be named. I don't think I can do that again.

[sempreadagio]

Baby Jesus fuzzies are a good thing. And that's why you shouldn't stay away from him.

And maybe... I don't know, he seems so nice... maybe you should give him a little more credit.

[mghtbconcussed]

I am giving him credit. I mean, I know he's probably not going to do what Jackass did and I'm a lot more careful about the pregnant thing. Also I have it on good authority I can't get pregnant this way so yay birth control. Anyway...I know he wouldn't do that but I can't blame him if he meets nice and sane and pretty and decides he'd rather be there.