sick n bored

[mggrnd]

its like that dead end
you had no idea it was coming

its like your inner fears
becoming reality

its like no one knows you
and you don't know yourself

and then theres something you lost
and you doont know how to get it back

and you can forget it
but somethings tells you not to

because this time was different
you told me that

and i dont know what to do with it
hold on or throw it away

but no regrets
bc i know your still there
not in the same way

and i can be scared now
you took my fear of being scared
couldnt love you more for that

just hope is in my daily planner for now....

yeah so i been home sick fun. xmas was fine. my uncle just passed away very shocking.. very sad/ i wanna do as much as i can to help my mom through this. went to jersey n helped cleaned the apartment.its amazing how much you can find out about a person by goin trhough theyre stuff. ughh havent seen much of my firends either not so cool.....it should be ok soon...missin ostate sorta...new years should be great

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