WHY?!?!?!
Ugh! Why must life be so difficult sometimes. It's like you think you have everything figured out then it just crumbles away in the end. I wish my life was more stable than it really is. There are still many things I don't know or obviously won't understand. All I want are answers. Is that too much to ask for anymore?!?
The problem I think I have is being too scared to ask certain questions and not hearing the answers that I wanna hear. I'm scared of losing everything that I have. Scared of losing... (him) Why does everything have to be so complicated? Why do I keep asking myself the same questions time and time again... Isn't this supposed to end by now?
I'm tired of all the secrets and not knowing if I should trust my head instincts or my heart. They are both pulling me in two different directions. How do I make this doubt go away? Can someone please try and help me. I've tried so many different things and everything goes back to perfect bliss for a while, then somehow it becomes an avalanche.
The problem I think I have is being too scared to ask certain questions and not hearing the answers that I wanna hear. I'm scared of losing everything that I have. Scared of losing... (him) Why does everything have to be so complicated? Why do I keep asking myself the same questions time and time again... Isn't this supposed to end by now?
I'm tired of all the secrets and not knowing if I should trust my head instincts or my heart. They are both pulling me in two different directions. How do I make this doubt go away? Can someone please try and help me. I've tried so many different things and everything goes back to perfect bliss for a while, then somehow it becomes an avalanche.