Are we talking dye your hair, fily off your fingerprints, move to I don't know...Cuba (I'm really not trying for a Duncan comparison, I just can't think of another good place right now) and start a sugar can plantation (do they even have those in Cuba?)? Because that might be a little awesome. I mean, think of all the sugar!
This is what happens when you sleep all afternoon and then can't sleep at night.
Hah. Actually, well, the thing is, I just lost my best friend. I feel like a part of me just died or something. And so, I think I may just kind of back away from the internet, at least for awhile. I feel like I need to invest a lot more in my real life here and stop relying on the internet so much like I did before. I hate that she hurt me this badly. I don't think anyone else has ever hurt me to this degree. I can't believe someone who claimed to love and care about me so much could make me feel this horrible. You remember this quote?
Willow: I feel like I’ve been split down the centre, and half Of me is lost.
Let's just say I feel I can relate to her quite a lot at the moment.
I completely understand your wanting to take a few steps back. It's actually probably a good idea. At least until you can come to terms with all of this. I wasn't hurt nearly as badly by all of this as you were, and I'm still in complete shock. Just trying not to think about it too much.
If you ever need to talk about any of this, or if you need help ignoring it...I can listen or distract. Feel free to email or AIM or whatever. I loved meeting you this weekend and you are such a wonderful, sweet person.
There really is a Buffy quote for everything, isn't there?
If you ever need to talk about any of this, or if you need help ignoring it...I can listen or distract. Feel free to email or AIM or whatever. I loved meeting you this weekend and you are such a wonderful, sweet person.
Thanks for that offer! I'll keep it in mind. And thanks for that great compliment, too. I really loved getting to spend some time with you this weekend as well. You really made me feel appreciated and cared about even though I didn't know you well. It helped me a lot. :)
I...I know there's no possible way to explain, or make up for any of this. But I do want to talk to you, so at least....there's closure? I can't exactly explain. I completely understand if you don't want to. I know we can't be friends anymore, to any degree, but there's probably a lot you need to say to me, and I know there's a lot I'd like to say to you, so....it's completely up to you.
I was having a really hard time last night with all of this when I wrote that response. I just really wanted to vent. I stand by the e-mailing, though. I definitely want to talk to you on AIM. Let me know when you can. However long I have to wait, that's cool.
This is what happens when you sleep all afternoon and then can't sleep at night.
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fily=filing. I...have no clue where fily came from. I mean, really, wtf?
can-cane, clearly.
Ok..maybe only two typos. But the first one makes no logical typo sense, so it counts more.
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Willow: I feel like I’ve been split down the centre, and half
Of me is lost.
Let's just say I feel I can relate to her quite a lot at the moment.
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If you ever need to talk about any of this, or if you need help ignoring it...I can listen or distract. Feel free to email or AIM or whatever. I loved meeting you this weekend and you are such a wonderful, sweet person.
There really is a Buffy quote for everything, isn't there?
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Thanks for that offer! I'll keep it in mind. And thanks for that great compliment, too. I really loved getting to spend some time with you this weekend as well. You really made me feel appreciated and cared about even though I didn't know you well. It helped me a lot. :)
And yeah, Buffy just rocks the quotes.
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