dream land=reality
i woke up depressed this morning. my dream i had made me feel that way. in my dream caitlin didn't want anything to do with me.. i think my subconcious has given up. the other nite. i had a dream that me and caitlin were together. but now it wasn't. i don't know what it means. Now even in my dreams i can't be happy. I think this was a nightmare. I hope this doesn't happen again, because my dreams should be when i escape the truth and get what i truly desire. sigh.