just wanna Show you how i'm feeling.
it was so weird, my songs were playing throgh party shuffle like they always do, and yellowcards "october nights" came on. i haven't heard that song in, i can't even remember how long. but, to this day it still reminds me of one person and one night. that was such a great night, and i'm glad every time i hear that song, even though i have no idea where you are right now it makes me think of you and the fun times we had together when we were close :) i miss that and i miss you, and i wish i knew how you were doing. wow, i love how the internet works now a days. i just got on facebook and searched your name and found you :) and i friended you, and hopefully you'll friend me back, and i can message you! facebook is such a great way to reconnect with old friends :)
i've been doing a lot since the last time i posted. i mean there's been a lot of me being home :) and a lot of christmasness, a lot of seeing the friends, a lot of spending time with the family, and just a lot of time to do whatever i felt like doing...and i've loved it all. home has been great, i can't believe i go back in two days. i'm really not ready. i mean i love my time at school, but i just can't imagine being back from break already. i feel like i just got home :( and i'm going to miss it A LOT! christmas was amazing. i got so many nice things. i was so spoiled. my dad loved his present, and that makes me soooooo happy! i'm glad the present i had the most to do with in my sisters and my gifts, the person seems to enjoy the most! makes me feel like i did well this year in the giving gift department. usually i tend to slack, but as i'm getting older i'm getting much better, i must admit. it was so random, kristen was like wanna go to new york, and i was like yes, then next thing i know i'm going to nyc with 10 girls, meeting up with em, who i got to meet for the first time ever. she's really nice and i like her a lot :) i'd never been to nyc it was fun, but so hectic. i could never live there, and i don't really ever see myself going back, unless its to new years eve some time in the future, i just think that would be an unreal experience you'd never forget. new year's eve is tomorrow and we are having the annual brunch, i'm excited. it didnt get voted as favorite tacky sweater though, and i'm a little dissapointed, cause i thought that would be super fun, but dressy attire is always good for a formal get together :) should be really fun and i get a present cause we're doing secret santa, haha can't lose there! obviously that means tomorrow night is new year's eve, and we're going to kristen's/laura's, cause i'm not exactly sure who's house we'll be at, i mean they live next door, so it really doesn't matter, haha. that'll be the first test to see if i have any self control, hope it works out. then on the first i'll wake up and head back to school...weird.
it's been a great break, although i'm sometimes a loser and stay home i'm glad my friends have forced me to go out, as in get out of my bed, and hang out, i didn't wanna regret missing out like i did over thanksgiving. i have great friends, and for that i can never say enough thanks for :)
well, i just wrote this to waste time, cause i'm super bored, but i have nothing else to say, so until next time
Love always and forever until love no longer exists in the world,
M-Fizzle
*isn't it weird how different songs or artists remind of a certain person, it never ceases to amaze me...every time.
i've been doing a lot since the last time i posted. i mean there's been a lot of me being home :) and a lot of christmasness, a lot of seeing the friends, a lot of spending time with the family, and just a lot of time to do whatever i felt like doing...and i've loved it all. home has been great, i can't believe i go back in two days. i'm really not ready. i mean i love my time at school, but i just can't imagine being back from break already. i feel like i just got home :( and i'm going to miss it A LOT! christmas was amazing. i got so many nice things. i was so spoiled. my dad loved his present, and that makes me soooooo happy! i'm glad the present i had the most to do with in my sisters and my gifts, the person seems to enjoy the most! makes me feel like i did well this year in the giving gift department. usually i tend to slack, but as i'm getting older i'm getting much better, i must admit. it was so random, kristen was like wanna go to new york, and i was like yes, then next thing i know i'm going to nyc with 10 girls, meeting up with em, who i got to meet for the first time ever. she's really nice and i like her a lot :) i'd never been to nyc it was fun, but so hectic. i could never live there, and i don't really ever see myself going back, unless its to new years eve some time in the future, i just think that would be an unreal experience you'd never forget. new year's eve is tomorrow and we are having the annual brunch, i'm excited. it didnt get voted as favorite tacky sweater though, and i'm a little dissapointed, cause i thought that would be super fun, but dressy attire is always good for a formal get together :) should be really fun and i get a present cause we're doing secret santa, haha can't lose there! obviously that means tomorrow night is new year's eve, and we're going to kristen's/laura's, cause i'm not exactly sure who's house we'll be at, i mean they live next door, so it really doesn't matter, haha. that'll be the first test to see if i have any self control, hope it works out. then on the first i'll wake up and head back to school...weird.
it's been a great break, although i'm sometimes a loser and stay home i'm glad my friends have forced me to go out, as in get out of my bed, and hang out, i didn't wanna regret missing out like i did over thanksgiving. i have great friends, and for that i can never say enough thanks for :)
well, i just wrote this to waste time, cause i'm super bored, but i have nothing else to say, so until next time
Love always and forever until love no longer exists in the world,
M-Fizzle
*isn't it weird how different songs or artists remind of a certain person, it never ceases to amaze me...every time.