and i think to myself, what a Wonderful world.

[mfizzle87]

the point of a journal is to write in frequently enough so that you can go back and re-read your entries in order to see what's changed, reflect on what's happened, and reminse about the past. however, if you don't write in it enough, it basically becomes pointless. so yet again, i've made something good, into something pointless: i fucked up

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don't be stupid.

[sincerelyme33]

You didn't fuck up writing in your livejournal. A journal is also there for you to write in when you feel like it, or when you have time. It's not pointless if you don't write in it all the time.

You didn't mess anything up with Tommy. You ARE over-thinking it. Which is something that we're both really good at. Stop it. You're doing GREAT just letting it happen. 1/2 your problem is the fact that you're thinking he doesn't want to hang out with you as much as you want to hang out with him. He does.

And, you just got BACK SURGERY. People are being stupid if they're really thinking you're being lazy. They probably aren't really thinking it. Maybe they're just jealous that you have some time off...as misguided or unfortunate as that is--people will be people.

I'd call you, but I'd feel like I'm hogging you b/c I just called you yesterday and talked to you for, get this, an hour.

I love you. I admire you so much for so many different things. I miss you. You mean the world to me. I think about you/brag about you all the time.
^just some things to keep in mind.

You call me some time if you'd like. I'd love to hear from you.

iloveyou.

Re: don't be stupid.

[mfizzle87]

thanks you always know how to make a situation positive. as for tommy he IMed me first today so i duno maybe i didn't fuck up, we'll see...i'm trying to go with it, but thanks for being you!