Dec 07, 2005 17:57
Why does love hate me so much??? i have no idea........but it sucks!!! I wish that I could experience that feeling that EVERYONE talks about........that feeling where you can't live without someone!! I just wish that would happen to me. Everyone allways talks about all the fun they have with their boyfriends or girlfriends.......although i am so happy for them because they have been blessed, and have found happiness with someone special. but a part of me allways feels like i'm never going to experience that. I don't know why i'm so negative about it, but i just have a feeling, that i'm going to be one of those people that doesn't ever really experience love in their life.............well jonathan told me that he liked me, and i like him. but he doesn't want to "ruin the friendship" but he did ask me to the movies on friday, so i don't know........hopefully luck will be on my side ;]]!! wel that's all for now.........i have to go and study for the geometry exam!!! Until next time............