May 29, 2007 00:21
Oh boy...life is just so grand! Except for the fact that I'm NOT GRADUATING...
My life is a fabulous. So fabulous. I just wish that I wasn't such a fucking panzy. But, I choose to stick to my best cards. And those are the sweet, slightly mischiveous, quiet girl. So, I guess I'll play that card. We'll see how it works out I guess...
Bahhh. I don't know what to do about this whole graduation mess. I feel that even trying at this point is a futile effort, but at the same time I feel that not trying is absolutely disgusting. I'm just so torn. I should really try - I know I should. But its just...I can't make myself do somthing I know has no REAL point. I guess that's why I'm not graduating...never saw the real point in high school haha. Its alllll bullshit. But whatever. Its fucking me in the ass. So I guess I'm the idiot.
But anyways, I dunno what I'm going to do about that. I know what I should do...but whatever. Who gives a fuck? Actually, there are a few people who aren't walking. And when I think about it, I'm going to get my diploma...I just won't walk. But actually, since I am as crafty as I am...I might have a backup plan that will make me graduate. Sure, it involves some summer courses and what not but WHATEVER...it would be a science class (which I actually like). And I would get to walk. And therfore get my graduation money from family member. Wow...I'm such a grimey, greedy mother fucker. HA.
Anyways...folk life was cracccckin. Feelin myself quite a bit. But I'm done with the thizz for a good little while. Or at least until my birthday. But maybe not. Who knows. But at least a good month I think? So Nigel...my darling...do not fret :-D
Speaking of my birthday...well...its going to be SUPER ballin. Dinner, BIG ASS party, and then after party? So ballin. I'm just really excited. I just have a few wishes for my birthday - piles of money, a good piece of cheesecake and an amazing kiss. Oh, and a cocktail party to die for. That's about it. SO CRACKIN.
Alright...well, I'm all talked out. No I'm not. Fuck bezzels. I'm never gonna sleep tonight. Shaboobalaboopty!!!